_Friday, September 09, 2005_
People say...live ya life to the fullest...

I say...life Suck.. better be dead now~

Aniway... I nearly lost this blog's account's password. Guess I am lucky enough to be able to remember the password despite the fact that my memory are worsening each day...

Had been a while since i had ever blogged...well...I have my reasons..

1)My comp was infected with virus and so i dont wan to risk my blog.. later u guys out there gt infected too ya...

2)Lazy(*.*)

3)Really busy...slacking (:P)

Oh well, got back here to update it aniway...think i should update it.. its my responsibility ya.. i started it and should at least end it in a nicz manner...Life is really sucky for me lately...I wondered if i had thought too much or it is just the plain truth...Exams are approaching and i think i am simply going to fail.

Lame - thats one word that is always heard when I am around. Well, I think thats me by nature... I don't know how to express myself well enough... I cannot speak well and neither can i write well..worse still, i think i cannot draw nor express myself in music as well.. face it, I am anti-social and thats that.I cannot crack jokes that are real funny and my life revolves around me, myself and I practically... though my friends are sometimes there for me but i think they are just like shooting stars that brighten up my life temporarily... I appreciates their presence but generally, I think, my life suckz...totally...btw, I am still bearing the thoughts to write an entry that "innocence never exists".. oh well.. another day then I write ba...shall continue slacking...

P.S>I wrote this on the day that i am feeling utterly sucky...and so it is a bit pessimistic..

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!