_Tuesday, July 12, 2005_
I woke up today and thought it will be a great day as I got a feeling that the school's new piano will arrive but all seems to be an illusion...

Well, I woke up at 445am today and studied... At 530am, my dad woke up supposing to wake me up but when he opened me bedroom's door, this is what happened...(its a bit amusing though...)

Dad: "Arh? You stayed up all night argh?"

Me: " No lar~ I just woke up early to study..."

Dad: "Aiyo~ cannot do this arz! Bad for health."

Me: "But I got not enough time...no choice..."

Dad: "haiz..."*close the door and returns to his room, continue his sleep...*

Its amazing that how my Dad could even think that I stayed up all night. I so hardworking meh? NAH!!

I reached school at about 630am but unfortunately my intuition about the new piano is not accurate. I did my revision til 7am then I proceed to the parade square with Syed. Hakeem brought magazines about PS2 games!! ARGHZ!! I read two of them and one of them features wad swimsuit special thingy(___) I heck cared about the cover and proceed with the magazine. BUT... when Xiangyi and Joanne reached, it was when I reached the swimsuit special!!(O.O) I was like er... better flip the page...ya...

I was much matured then the rest I think at least I don't utterly crave for such magazines... unlike some airpork who begged Hakeem for the magazine despite the "NO!" Hakeem had said...
I thought it was just some freaking drawing of gurls in swimsuit thats all! Dun understand why nowadays most of the guys in class are into FHM and etc... only me and a few of those whom I considered matured did not give a damn about it... well, yes we can make jokes out of it, etc but I think there's a limit for everything... whats so great about it? hmm.. only read one about Pamela Anderson on the cover... nothing much...(___)

Dunnoe lar... think the guys in my class are getting more and more immature... they think reading porn and being beng is cool? I think its all BULLSHIT! Being beng is something born into , trying to act as if you are one simply showed how shallow you are... you think this way I am not man enough? tell you this! I dun give a freaking damn about all this crap! If you are man enough, please grow up and at least spare a thought that the girls are ard... well, if they enjoyed it too, i have no comments. I think such stuffs are to be in discreet or at the bery least in the absence of gurls.. its an act of a gentleman, sparing thoughts you see. Simply bringing them in class and reading in the class openly implies that you are one big asshole! You ruined your own reputation urself and come to think of it, its your problem and I shouldn't give a farking damn about it...

I despise those who craves for it... excessively. I don't know why they are so into it but I think the pictures are just there... nothing much... sitmulates you? well... no feeling...Maybe you guys are thinking of being a transgender ya? Learning from Pamela Anderson, etc? Trying to be like her? Perhaps thinking why her bust is larger than yours? Oh! I forgot guys by right shouldn't have any. Or you ain't a guy?(O.o)

oh well, enough about that... Got irritated by that freaking airpork who begged Hakeem for some freaking pictures of girls... His pathetic looks when he begged just irritates me. Got backbone not? No backbone still tok cock about readin porn..Wondering whether he even got one lor...Walao~ damn faggot...

*All content are only to insult or against the one and only airpork... If others are offended, my deepest apologies but who ask you to be guilty of this?

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!