_Monday, March 14, 2005_
CONGRATULATION!!!
i forgot to mention this arz...hehex... paiseh.. aniwayz..CONGRAS.. SJAB AC and NC'05 gettin champion!!! yay!! LOL!!! good job guys.. Big UPz for yaz!! think i need to get the AC'06 going... aniway yesterday(13/3) went to a kind of function thingy... got lots of stuffz there.. lots of pets owner there too... BUT one thing is that when i was there with my frenz, i notice something... there's all pure breeds... not a single cross at all... think that is SO NOT FAIR!!!!! tok to joanne about this and she told mi that its like that cuz ppl tend to think that they are below the pure breed class!! WAD THE HELL!! is like so wad they are cross breed they are still dogs and for ur information, cross breeds are hardier and easier to look after than pure breeds... think pure breeds and crosses are the same they are still dogs no matter wad and their loyalty , their luv, their trust to their one and onli owner would nver change... it runs in the blood lor... not matter wadz... DOGS are great think they have absolute loyalty and they had the purest heart eva in this world...i think animals are more "human" than homosepians(man-kinds..) at least there is no corruption... no betrayal...hatred..maybe some dogs will have hatred...onli some dominant ones[rocky....(__"")]

not onli that... the stupid laws also caused many local dogs to be a so called" burden"..i been to SPCA web juz browsing for any puppies/doggies for adoption... then i realised that all the dogs in the gallery are NOT HDB APPROVED!!! then how are they gona "give" them out?? think all ppl in s'pore live in bungalows?condominum? WRONG!! most of the population lived in HDB...haiz.. i juz dun understan... perhaps the government should revise their laws... i dun realli get y bigger and local dogs are not allowed... i try to find online but it turns out to be er... nothing.... asked my fren sister and she said it was a BERY OLD law... wadeva... there's nothing much we can do aniway...haiz..

okaz enuff about dogs.. lets get back to MY LIFE!! HAIZ~*wad a big big sigh*wadev4..think life for myself suxz... gonna have my "O" levels coming = stress~. HOpefully i think i can cope with my chinese which is the first paper... but then i think i have to revise on my math, sciences, etc....think i can cope larz... BTW... i think i should be one of the children in the movie "A Series Of Unfortunate Events" CUz music students are gonna haf a lunch time concert soon... its after the march holidayz... and this means SCH + INCOMIN CONCERT = STRESS!!! and the holidays are not like holidays cuz i need to go back to school early in the morning.... and i got holiday assignments that needs to be handed in during holidays.. HOw IRonIC!!!! *gettin CranKy* *yaWn* think i gonna break down... i mean mentally.. not emotionally.. not cryin.. heex... dun mistaken...i think i din cry for quite a long time...juz got bery angry but nver break down nor throw ani ppl those black face..how come? aniway i think i gonna flunk a lot of subjects...already failed my A m@ths... haiz... its predictable cuz i ani how do the paper but quite lucky to get 7 (lucky 7 ^^) over 40!!!! think this mark is like SHIT!! and i hope that i would NVER NVER get back lucky 7 again... remember being lucky for me = sooner or later becum unlucky... i think i am more like a sadist... laugh at those suffering... think i suxz... i wanna scream out LOUD all the unhappiness in mi but i cant... juz dunnoe y....haiz...wanna type them out but i think after the person read le will feel sad..will haf that forlorn expression like mine...haiz... think i am too compassionate and i think i too understan human nature liao which makes mi not myself...cuz the real mi suxz...

TORTURE...PAIN.....WADEV4..BLAH..BLAH>>> these are the things i had experience... though there was a beam of light in earth but i think it is only an illusion to mi...haiz.. bery pessimistic arz.. think i should choose a new blog skin.. something that is more dark..more corruptive(is there such a word?) something that suits mi more.... this one is juz too bright...

i can be bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery NICZ AND CAN BE bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery BAD...depends... i think i feel bery shit at times........dunnoe y... is like i think i think too much or maybe i noe too much that..is like tat i noe some ppl hated me/sum liked me and i cannot do anithing at all...kinda feelin u noe LOST? cannot do much cuz wadev4 i did i noe i am hurtin them...heex..maybe i am borned under the fifth cursed star that makes mi jinxed...LOL....i am now REFLECTING *OMM..floating??nahz!!*i am deluding from reality...sometimes...LOL..zhen hong kept cursing his teachers..think is kinda funny to hear them complain.. joanne about choir's stuffz...maybe they din even hear mi complain about anythingy ba...cannot remember...i juz think i am binding by my frenz... dunnoe y...had the fear that if i try to be my true self they would run away...betrayal felt again...and i think they hate mi... i think too much?? not sure...juz feeling lostz...

WHOA!!!wrote so much... think zhen hong needs to think that his life is not tat lousy larz.. try okaz bro... thats gonna be a great help one..trust me... sumtimes there are times of u noe..bery unlucky events.. and even a series of them... and jo i think you need to change your mindset okaz.. dun think that evrything thing is ur fault cuz its wrong!!! sometimes is like its so obvious that its not ur fault but u insist its urs....haiz...dun think that way and one bad thing you haf is tat u always assume... like yesterday u goin to meet xiang yi and i told ya i am goin cuz of the poster thingy but u juz went off after seein zhen hong and mi picking up the cards and jeanette distributin the cards... u might think that at that time u in a rush so u assume that we are not goin.. aiya!! we wanna go de... but nver mind le larz... cuz its past tense le...dun blame urself arz.. juz wan u to be a better person... and thats wad frens are for rite??=) HEY!!! maybe we trio can be the singapore version off " A series of unfortunate events" hahahahaha... i like!!LOL!! :P

think thats all ba... in conclusion... i wish...
-i can pass my O levels wif flyin colours!!!!!(T@rget= 10?? maybe 7...)
-get a dog!!!!!
-playing standard at least grade 7? i now tryin grade 6 pieces...
-work(after "o"levels) for more $$$ not $$$ le!!!
-go travel to australia with jo and zh!!!
-hope that i take the AC 06 would be alright...heard a lot of bad stuffz... gonna need to call janson for more info...haiz...

think thats all.. lets make a list of ppl i noe...

the SJABs....(more impt one mention.. those frenz and got help onez...)
-kelly
-wee hong
-daniel
-peiying
-yilin
-jacklynn
-gavin
-hazel
-junwei
-stephie??not sure the spellin
-etc...quite alot but sum not sure that whether they can still remember me not...

the FrenZ...
-ZHEN HONG
-JOANNE
+Jeanette
-xiangyi
-hidhir
-arif
-andy
-yikun[my twin bro..hahah..dunnoe y ppl say we look alike... we look alike meh??(-_____-)]
-xi yao
-jin yong
-lun kuang
-emily
-jie ying
-sQ 911
-peter
-fatt kent
-bi yong
-syed
-hakeem
-hong wei
-peixuan...
-yujing..
-etc.... i apologise if i din mention ur name cuz i dun seems to have the time to type le...need to go...

BIG UPZ FOR ALLZ!!!! I DO THE THINGS I LIKE=)

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!