z3phyr's WorLd

Time for a change!

2006-06-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

Oh well, i apologise for not updating my blog. I have been kinda busy and lazy...

Anyway,

I'm moving!!! to:

www.heliospolis.blogspot.com

PS. I will try to update it as much as i can and as soon as i can...

Blasted!

2006-04-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Woo! I like GDIT(Graphic Design using Imaging Tools)!! Can learn photography!!=) The first practical of GDIT is damn fun!! We walk around school taking nonsense photos. Haha. The lecturer even told us that there will be field trips and its outside SP!! Example: Pulau Ubin, Zoo, Biological Garden, the place you bury the dead: cemetry? Dunnoe if I spelt it correctly or not but who cares.

Looking forward to GDIT lectures, tutorials and practicals!!!

Hmmm... Lately I have been bombarded my assignments, hope I can manage them. The HTML "short" hmk itself took me two days!!! The reviews on online-stories took me a couple of hours... But oh well, I finished them before the dateline....At least now I don't have to worry about these extra hmks and focus more on my report writing and such.

I read hidhir's blog and I had one word for it!

FUNNY!!!

LOL!! Its absolutely dumb!! BUT, i think your camp is a bit sad sia, like army training like that:S

Entry at last!

2006-04-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

Finally!! I am updating my blog!!

Oh well, i've been rather lazy and tired to update my blog. There's no motivation to update my blog and of course, the reopening of school is another reason. I still need some time to adjust from my holiday's sleeping hours to schooling's hours... Its not easy feat.

I don't know what can I really blog now. Hmm... lets see... okay... lets blog about my school then.

Five words can do the god damn job!=)

Its up on a hill.

How nice ya? Every morning climbing up the steep (bloody hell!) hill. Its tiring. Yup, no doubt to that and I just can't believe that school is so amazingly fucking good at planning lecture's location for us. The school made T17 and T19 area our main area to access for lectures, tutorials and practicals. BUT! hell no, even if its T17 and T19 may sound close to you, its not!!!

The distance between T17 and T19 requires at least a 5-10 minutes walk and not mentioning all those stairs of hell.

How good ya?

Oh and for my class's very first day of school, we already skipped one lecture and one practical. Why? cause the school's system was screwed up and gave us the wrong timetable but oh well, it starts at 1pm and end at 3pm for our first day. =)

Enough of these complaints, lets praise the godly school!

Hmmm... I like the camp. The one that really make me damn tired! Imagine sleeping at 6am every night/morning and waking up at 10am. Not forgetting the disco night where everyone is partying like siao!! Its cool and fun! Oh of course, I got to know quite a number of friends too and I think this really helps preventing the awkward scenario on the first day of school.

I'm tired. Lets continue this next time!!(If i would like to continue this!!XD)

I write sins not tragedies

2006-03-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS
"I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter."And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

Humans.

2006-03-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

**Dear Readers, the publications in this online diary were written without any intention to hurt, critisize(not that much anyway), or to offend any race, persons or ideas.If any publications happen to hurt, critisize(not that much anyway), or offend any race, persons or ideas, my deepest apologies.**

I just don't understand why people always compare with each other how sorrow they are and of course, not to mention who is No. 1 among them. How competitive?!

Humans are always full of excuses. Perhaps they think that if they are playing the victim, then they are better off, they are at least not guilty. They are wrong. By living in denial, they are hurting the ones around them and therefore, they should feel guilty! Maybe you will ask why they are hurting their close ones. Well, it is because the others will not dare to risk their friendship, relationship, etc and tell their "victim", they are wrong.

For example, when they are at fault, they still pushes the blame on others and I don't really hear much of people sharing their happy times with others. Normally, its the anger, the complaints that overwhelms.

Life is full of sorrow and happy times. Why hold on to the unhappy times when there are happier times to remember? Between happy and unhappy, there's a choice. Its just that many would chose unhappy over happy. Its a choice which I personally thinks its really dumb.

Humans are just incorrigible. They abused their young, other animals and even their close ones. How dumb.

"Its your life and the choice lies in every decision you make. You choose to be happy and unhappy, no one makes you. Perhaps a rock in the way can make you pissed but you can still smile and carry on walking."

Wise words from: Stanley=D

Wooo.. feel like a philosopher=X

-Borrowed the opening from hidhir=D

Don't Worry~

2006-03-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

When you are a soldier you can be in one of two places:

A dangerous place or a safe place.

If you're in the safe place ... don't worry.
If you're in the dangerous place you can be in one of the two things:

One is wounded and the other is not.

If you are not wounded ... don't worry.
If you are wounded it can be dangerous or slight.

If its slight ... don't worry.
If its dangerous one of two things will happen:

You'll die or you'll recover.

If you recovers ... dont worry.
If you die ... you can't worry.

In these circumstances a soldier never worries.

Taken from: " Horrible Histories: The Frightful First World War" By Terry Deary

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Guess I am addicted to Jo's DS =X

Shit...

Holy shit! =X

C'mon Guys kill me!

2006-03-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

C'mon guys kill me now~ at this very moment and thus, sparing me the torture to go out and SHOP?!

WTH?!

I cant believe I get so bored at home and I wanted to go out!O.O!! This is something that really occurs in a blue moon. Usually, I would be too lazy to even open the door and moreover, going out?!

Oh well, its kinda late to regret. JO is like SO ON ABOUT SHOPPING!!!(__")The time had been set and etc... Its too late...

I think I needa grab a couple of tee-shirts and jeans and then I shall make sure we are off~ On our way home... Home sweet home~~ and NO MORE SHOPPING!!!

Btw, wads the diff between polo tees and tee-shirts? =S

What have I done? =|

2006-03-08T08:31:00.000+08:00

After reading jo's blog entry, I feel i should stay at home =S

She sounds so freaky=S ...

New blogskin!

2006-03-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

Got a new blogskin! =) I am getting quite irritated by the blue fonts of this new skin but this is the best i can find!=X There's lots of blogskins but most of them are either too girlish or its simply ugly. Oh well...

By the way, the picture of this blog got an error. Its suppose to be "ate" and not "eated".

Time just pass by unnoticeably.

2006-03-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hey! Alright, it has been awhile since I last blogged. Well, actually it's because I am lazy and there is really nothing to blog about!! Lately, I have been rather tired. Be it metally or physically. I don't really know when this started but I tend to keep things in my heart. Perhaps I was trying not to break other people's heart by telling them straight in the face that they are ugly or selfish or irritating or disgusting...blah blah blah... Sometime it just overloads and makes you feels that "This is it! I had enough of these nonsense!"

Oh well, fortunately, I am quite good tempered. Just as long that you don't get too cocky and try your luck to infuriate me, I will TRY not to throw my temper.

Maybe it's the past that keeps me distant from others. I just don't trust people easily and sometimes, one look into their eyes, it just tells me that they are bearing negative comments about me. Even thought I do know that no one is prefect in this world and I don't really have to care about other people's comments but I just can't get through my psychological barrier.

Lately I don't really know why Joanne and etc were talking about Sec 1 or 2's life, etc. This reminds me. I can't remember anything that happened before my Sec 3's life. Everything is just blurred and I can only recall pieces of what really happened. If my Sec 1 and 2's memory is already like this, whats more about my Primary school's life. Now, come to think of it, I only got a vague picture of my Sec 3's life. Oh god...

Perhaps I am over sensitive towards people? Or maybe I just think too much. Even so, the truth is I am mentally tired...

Wow~ What a moody entry. Perhaps I should try looking at things at a more childish angle and not getting all paranoid... Oh well...

The search of motivation....FAILED

2006-02-15T10:00:00.000+08:00

Alrite... I have no motivation to blog!! However, its SO uncomforting to leave your blog half-dead, not updated and such.. So how? *zh will continue blabbering.. so how brown cow wow bow... :D jkjk*

Oh well, may i be motivated :D !

Chinese New Year soon...

2006-01-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

YAWN!!!

*Mouth opening wide in front of you* ;p

Its Chinese New Year soon!! Lets take this opportunity to wish all my friends, family members, blah blah blah... wadeva.. whoeva... aiya...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!

Alright, enough of the happy stuff. Now its something that infuriated me: MY COMP!

Did I mentioned that this comp is acting up more often than usual lately and hell no, my dad didn't even gives a damn.

Its NEW year and ain't we suppose to get new stuffs and remove those old or BROKEN stuffs?

P.S. I dont mean my parents. They are not that old... Just that they refuses to listen to me and get me a new comp!

The results are coming out soon and I sure hope that it will be good... I really wondered what I will do in the society in the future as in which role will I play?Hmmm...

A teacher?

*The students can die now.

An engineer?
*The machine is activating self-destruction in 10 seconds...

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.......
.........
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*BOOM*

A road sweep?
*I am going to get bang down by cars!! :(

Oh well.. wad eva it is, I hope it will bring big money!!=D

OH~! btw,when its Chinese New Year we ain't allowed to swear :S

But it not CNY YET ;p
Wad the fuck.

>>Been kinda amused by the behaviour of "young" maplers in maplesea... maybe i will blog something about it.. lets gather some info =D

Here it goes again~

2006-01-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

OH~!

YOU KNOW WHAT?

MY BLOODY/USELESS/IDIOTIC and of course nevertheless SPOILT COMPUTER IS ACTING UP AGAIN~! How nicz?!O.o!!

Took me 1hr 15 minutes before i could post this entry... How great~!

*continue smashing the computer in progress*

What is your deepest fear?

2006-01-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measures. It is our light , not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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I din throw the paper :P

like no one's pasar...

2006-01-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY COMPUTER... ITS OFFICIAL =O

Why?

Because it just won't work... erm... ... from morning 10am till 1230am only?! NOT THAT LONG ARGHZ!!!!!!!!! Freaking 2hr and 30 minutes I have been shutting the computer and booting it again. The worst of all is that my parents accused me of playing the computer too long =O

Oh. THE TRUTH:

10am - 1230am(2 hr 30 min) : Restarting computer X infinite times.

1230am - 2pm(1 hr 30 min) : Playing MS/Surfing the net/**The computer auto restart=D**How great?!

2pm : Mum starts nagging =S OH! AH BOY YA... ITS TIME YOU SHUT DOWN THE COMPUTER. YOU PLAYED SO LONG LE!!

BLOODY HELL!!

Just get the freaking computer fixed??!! If not get a new one, at least I am sure that it will last. NOT like the current one that was made by some weird uncle.

*Smashing the computer in progress...*

Nothing much...

2006-01-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Oh well, nothing much happened anyway...

Computer as tempermental as it is... Time ticking away... Life rotting... Mum nagging away...

Nothing much really... Nothing...

(=.=)

I will be back! actually back =)

2006-01-03T13:34:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Its been a long time since I last blogged and the reason why I had not been blogging is NOT because I have been mapling *well, maybe sometimes:S* but my computer is acting so tempermental! I had enough of my computer! Sometimes it will work perfectly fine while the next moment it will just auto-shutdown! Bloody Hell right?! NO matter how many times I had kicked it, wacked it, whatever brutal ways you could name it, IT JUST WON'T WORK!!!

Haiz~ how I wish I could just get a brand new computer and despite all the working from morning till late at night, the pay I received is just not enough!!

Apparently, I know what the freaking hell is wrong with my computer and thats the bloody display driver!! There's even a warning from the computer that the Nv_4 display driver is not working and despite all these, my dad simply refuses to get it fix!

Thats not the worst of all! Having the display driver down, I cant really open programmes like MapleStory with 100% success rate!! Even if it's opened, its display would flashes everynow and then from black to normal and back to black : and how in the world do you even fight without seeing what you are fighting? Its so damn infuriating!

All right, enough of all the sulking, apparently, I have absolutely nothing to do at home. How great ya? :l Thus, I have decided to type a really, really, really, really, really long entry!!=D Perhaps, in this entry, I will include some images and not torture you guys by reading and reading, reading only=) Let you guys have a break by looking at the pictures=)

Okay, lets begin the really, really, really, really long entry=) *alright this is crappy* er... let me think for a moment...

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....................THINKING

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..................................IN

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......................................................PROCESS

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Lets do some recaps then :S

On the second last day of 2005, as usual, Zhen Hong, Joanne, Hidhir, Xiangyi, Colin, Jackson and I went to Pasir Ris Park for a ordinary outing *=D sounds like my primary school's compo* They had a great time there and full-stop! SO crap =D

Oh well, we really been there but it rained though. As usual, I was late and well, I was kinda on my bed when its the time when we are supposed to meet :X BUT! Everything went quite well at least to me=). Oh ya! A BIG thanks to Hidhir, Colin and Xiangyi for their Christmas gifts and an apology for not getting any presents for you guys :S

We sat on some flamboyant mat of Joanne's and chat our time away=) the sea breeze was simply GREAT! However, it was rather disturbing to see a sight of this:

I could not imagine that years ago when I was in the waters, I was actually stepping on these =S

Hidhir came back from Langkawi and had grew fatter=S and he had shared the story of Masuri; the curse left by her and how beautiful the beaches are there.

Had been rather jap-crazed that day and thus, resulting me to be Japan-gaga =S I was dwelling on the point that I want to go to Japan from the ride on MRT till we sat on the grass... erm.. practically the whole day! I ate some japan cuisine: some rice with egg and chicken. It was kinda nice and I think it kinda matches my appetite =D. OH god~ I am getting started to crave for SUSHI again!!**Drooling*

Nice right?! * Saliva floods the computer's desk=p*

How I wished that I could actually visit Japan and of course, some beautiful, not forgetting CLEAN beaches=D like this:

Beautiful isn't it? And of course, not forgetting to ride on one of these when I am in Japan!=D

The speedy Bullet Train!

Oh man! You cannot simply believe how bored I am at home! Everyone else had started school and if I am not wronged, I received a SMS from Joanne? I ain't sure about it cause I am still sleeping until 10.30am on the dot =) I wanted to revise the recipe soon with help from Hidhir but I don't know what is wrong with my mum as she is not very keen on letting Hidhir coming my house today? Guess she wants to clean up the house for Chinese New Year... She is currently mopping my foot now :l

I am getting more and more worried for my results as each day passes, I wondered what kind of "O" level results would I get. Good or bad? I wished that I can score well, at least an entrance to a average, good JC if not to a good poly and then advance into University. I hoped that my prelims results doesn't repeats =( cause if it does repeats, I am so dead...

=P!! Is it long enough yet?Hmmmm... lets write a little longer, needa exercise my language in case I gets all rusty!! Anyway, I got all day to write this =)!

Hmmmm... think I will change my blogskin. At least to something to my perferance.WAH LAO!!! I missed a lot of episodes of Bleach! Its really been so god-damn long since I downloaded Bleach to watch and of course the laziness in me, reframed me from doing anything that involved movement =p I think I could really died on the bed as I am too lazy to get up = S

I think this is one of the best joke for the slightly twisted mind sent by hakeem:

Its pure sadist!! I never knew that Big Bird actually serves another purpose than educating the pre-schoolers by counting 1, 2 and 3. LOL=D

Alright... Its getting rather disorganised... hmmmm... Lets talk about MapleStory this time=D
*Zhen Hong is gonna skip this part=D*

Yup! Thats my character in MapleStory>> lvl5X cleric. Recently, had been rather sicked of MapleStory and now I can really lived without MapleStory =S I was addicted on Maple once but now it seems that my addiction is wearing off... However, I wish that I could at least obtain the third Job advancement and Maplesea is releasing the third job advancement soon!!!=D

Well, the link below is the video of a Lvl 113 priest in action =S Freaks sia!! Level so high!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=AH6H56APJx4&search=maple+story

Haiz~ don't know what to type lar!! but captured some screenshot of some pros and think i will just post them here. Omega spear is so cool!!

lvl92 Spearman holding Omega spear!!

lvl81 Bandit holding Shinkita!!!

lvl60 Hunter holding Asianic bow!!

lvl82 warrior holding Eclipse!!

lvl 83 bandit holding Angelic Betrayal!!

Oh well, think I better stop all this before Zhen Hong gets turned off =X

Think this is the very last point then I will go look for blogskins =) hmmmm... what is wrong with blogspot??? What is with them and all the chinese?? I thought it was english all these while and a few months not in contact and such a drastic change?! Don't think I am used to all these chinese directions... =X

Oh!! I forgot about my new year resolutions =D

1) Try not to be late for everthing

2) Earn enough money for a new computer

3) Obtain 3rd job advancement MapleStory!!

4) Read more books=D * Think I am too bookish*

5) Get myself involved in some sports =S

6) Finish the three 1000-pieces jigsaw puzzle

7) Finish all RPG games I got ; Fatal Frame III: The Tormented especially and Final Fantasy X!!

Think there are more to come... Its only the beginning of the year!! Better get going to look for a new blogskin !!

Lazy.

2005-12-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

Lazy to Blog. :D

Freedom at last!!

2005-11-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

ITS FREAKING OVER!!! MY GOD~ MY BUDDHA~ BLAH BLAH>>>

Today, 11th November 2005, 545pm~~ ITS OFFICIAL THAT>>>> "O" LEVELS IS OVER!!!
I think I am losing touch of typing..SIAN... din touch computer for such a long time!! NO wonder, I kept having typo errors... BUT!! NOW ITS IN FRONT OF ME WITH ITS POWER CABLE!!! FINALLY!!

dunnoe wad to say too... too elated sey...

On HOLIDAY?!

2005-10-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

..... will not be updating this blog till "O" levels ends.. study...study..study....

*PS> dun ask why I dun update my blog for so long liao!! READ ABOVE!

knowing myself better?? huh??

2005-09-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(***A bit not true...***)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(***Hmmm....***)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(***okay....***)

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(***Quite true I think... dun waste time trying to matchmake me!!***)

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(***YUP!!***)

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
(***Really??!!(o.O)***)

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
(***I think both equally important***)

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(***.....***)

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(*** I use my brains to solve problems ya!!!***)

Decisions

2005-09-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

As an individual gets older, he/she has to face many problems and also its time to learn decisions making and so....

JC OR POLY?

Thats a big, big question for me( i think). Oh well, I finally managed to answer it!!(^^) I have decided to go to JC!! Yes, JC!! well, I shall see my "O" level result first though but at least I have got a target.

Reasons why I chose JC....simple...

1) I am a guy and in future i need to support a family and because a freaking piece of paper is important in nowadays' bloody society, I have to try my best...

2) In JC, it will be two years instead of three years and so I don't have to waste one extra year STUDYING!

3) This is quite sudden though but I suddenly got the aspiration wanting to be a doctor (^^) Well, despite the fact that doctorate is five freaking years long and not to mention that I'll be LKK by then, but doctor is a job that makes big money :) BUT this is just some dream that may not even come true the slightest bit. Well,the future holds unpredictability perhaps in the future i might be some road sweeper :(

4) Family's inevitable stress?? Don't really know how to phrase it but its a trend for my mother's side that we should go JC? A bit huh rite? but well, having smart cousins like mine who goes to RJC and gt 9 A1s and 1 A2 is quite unfortunate...

5) Last but not least, lets just say that I want to be rich? At least getting a more stable and higher salary job cause I do not want my parents to worry about money when they are old and of course, I am not really into savings as all the things I go after cost a bomb!!!

Well... finally made up my mind :) FINALLY!!!~~~

BTW~ Mrs Lee gave us some card with some wishes for us for our "O" levels... here's mine...

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Dear Stanley,

You are a sensible and quiet student. I realized that you have put in a lot more effort in humanities this year. Hopefully you began to like History and not what you mentioned last year! Good Luck for the "O" Levels.

Mrs Lee
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Well, thanks for the card if Mrs Lee is ever going to read my blog or whoever t'cher you are trying to find out those students who kau about t'chers in their blog, pls tell her so before reporting me to the principle :)

I don't really understand why everyone who has read my card would highlight the word *SENSIBLE* well... i really don't understand...

er.. one more thing, i don't remember what i mentioned last year(__"") hmmm...

Turning into a TOAD! RIBIT

2005-09-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

*RIBIT*

I am turning into a TOAD~ GODZ>>> I am having some unknown skin rashes...yaya...the word is *UNKNOWN*

I need to freaking visit the doctor for four times!!!*TONITE'S the fourth lar* even got a blood test... and gt some appointment with a prof. at national skin center...DOTS...

HAIZ~like some experimental frog....

haiz~~~~*ITCHY*

HAIZ~~~~

Untitled.

2005-09-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

Prelims are going to end soon!!!(^^) FINALLY~~!! Ain't i glad or wad?! BUT there will be no more early dismissals.... sian~ facing those teachers are so tiring...

hmmm... think i was really lucky for Sec 1 and 2, studying last minute could actually get mi the second place in class... thats amazing arz? BUT NOW(o.O)?? Well, this trick ain't working anymore... i din score very well for sec 3 and 4 but i will study for my "O"s... Revision for Prelims are impromtu...(I think) well, i am not goin for first three months aniway...

LOL.. zh think i really had slack a lot!! but nah... i haven change a slightest bit in the way i studied for sec 1 and 2... Guess upper sec 's school work is much more tougher and i better get my ass moved... off to study for prelims ya?haiz~ so boring.. The word "STUDY" juz doesn't sound entertaining at all and well, a person who likes to study must be a FREAK!

HAIZ~ still cant get my dog... my parents are not giving in a slightest bit... and this suckz... when will I get a dog?????HAIZ~

btw... BEING ALIVE IS TIRING>>

Prelims....they sucks!

2005-09-15T03:45:00.000+08:00

Hey guys... thanxs for ya BIG BIG BIG b-dae present and ya aeroplanes greetings ya...Think its quite nicz except that er... its a bit too big... and yup, it attracted A LOT of attention(__"")But THANX YA =) !!!

haiz~Prelims have alrdy arrived and they sucks as usual... well I studied only on the day before cuz i was slacking b4 hand... but of course i think i managed the subjects quite well except for A. maths, physics , chemistry, A. maths... oh did i mention it already??(O.o) My BIGGEST problematic subject is none other than.....A MATHS*echoes...*

*Grand sounding*Its BIG~ Its TROUBLESOME~ AND~ LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST*grand pause* ITS~~~~~ not my type...*sian**wadeva**PS> ::Get out of ya hse and gt some sun rays if u are frozen... and if it is at night, go get urself a hot shower bath..though it may not be sufficient::**wadeva..lame it might be..**(--)*

Aniway, back to prelims... well, had my E.maths and SS paper on 13th of sept and today, i juz had my A MATHS paper. Both SUCKZ =)

One thing for sure is that i am failing my A MATHS paper... as for my other papers, i din managed to finish it or i had finished it but its all trial and error...and so, I have absolute confident THAT..........

I AM GOING TO DO BADLY!!!

Read zh's blog and realised tht he is doing quite badly/well??? dying but not dead yet that sort lar... gd luck ya... and Jo, I think you can do better in this prelim cuz u studied and not like mi so last minute but i dont really regret it cuz I AM NOT GOIN TO FIRST THREE MONTHS!!

NEW blogskin!!!

2005-09-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN!!!(^^)

-Made an avatar out of paint(^^)

happy b-dae!

2005-09-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

I AM 16!!!

oh well, sixteen liao... Nc-16 shows/animes and "O" levels..*drags* here i come.......

phew... almost lost it...

2005-09-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

People say...live ya life to the fullest...

I say...life Suck.. better be dead now~

Aniway... I nearly lost this blog's account's password. Guess I am lucky enough to be able to remember the password despite the fact that my memory are worsening each day...

Had been a while since i had ever blogged...well...I have my reasons..

1)My comp was infected with virus and so i dont wan to risk my blog.. later u guys out there gt infected too ya...

2)Lazy(*.*)

3)Really busy...slacking (:P)

Oh well, got back here to update it aniway...think i should update it.. its my responsibility ya.. i started it and should at least end it in a nicz manner...Life is really sucky for me lately...I wondered if i had thought too much or it is just the plain truth...Exams are approaching and i think i am simply going to fail.

Lame - thats one word that is always heard when I am around. Well, I think thats me by nature... I don't know how to express myself well enough... I cannot speak well and neither can i write well..worse still, i think i cannot draw nor express myself in music as well.. face it, I am anti-social and thats that.I cannot crack jokes that are real funny and my life revolves around me, myself and I practically... though my friends are sometimes there for me but i think they are just like shooting stars that brighten up my life temporarily... I appreciates their presence but generally, I think, my life suckz...totally...btw, I am still bearing the thoughts to write an entry that "innocence never exists".. oh well.. another day then I write ba...shall continue slacking...

P.S>I wrote this on the day that i am feeling utterly sucky...and so it is a bit pessimistic..

wad is happening?

2005-07-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

ARGHZ!!!

I dunnoe wad had gotten into me ya!!! Recently, I had been more and more sarcastic!! Better stop that ya... still searching for a new blogskin though...

All screwed up...but i am irritated!

2005-07-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

I woke up today and thought it will be a great day as I got a feeling that the school's new piano will arrive but all seems to be an illusion...

Well, I woke up at 445am today and studied... At 530am, my dad woke up supposing to wake me up but when he opened me bedroom's door, this is what happened...(its a bit amusing though...)

Dad: "Arh? You stayed up all night argh?"

Me: " No lar~ I just woke up early to study..."

Dad: "Aiyo~ cannot do this arz! Bad for health."

Me: "But I got not enough time...no choice..."

Dad: "haiz..."*close the door and returns to his room, continue his sleep...*

Its amazing that how my Dad could even think that I stayed up all night. I so hardworking meh? NAH!!

I reached school at about 630am but unfortunately my intuition about the new piano is not accurate. I did my revision til 7am then I proceed to the parade square with Syed. Hakeem brought magazines about PS2 games!! ARGHZ!! I read two of them and one of them features wad swimsuit special thingy(___) I heck cared about the cover and proceed with the magazine. BUT... when Xiangyi and Joanne reached, it was when I reached the swimsuit special!!(O.O) I was like er... better flip the page...ya...

I was much matured then the rest I think at least I don't utterly crave for such magazines... unlike some airpork who begged Hakeem for the magazine despite the "NO!" Hakeem had said...
I thought it was just some freaking drawing of gurls in swimsuit thats all! Dun understand why nowadays most of the guys in class are into FHM and etc... only me and a few of those whom I considered matured did not give a damn about it... well, yes we can make jokes out of it, etc but I think there's a limit for everything... whats so great about it? hmm.. only read one about Pamela Anderson on the cover... nothing much...(___)

Dunnoe lar... think the guys in my class are getting more and more immature... they think reading porn and being beng is cool? I think its all BULLSHIT! Being beng is something born into , trying to act as if you are one simply showed how shallow you are... you think this way I am not man enough? tell you this! I dun give a freaking damn about all this crap! If you are man enough, please grow up and at least spare a thought that the girls are ard... well, if they enjoyed it too, i have no comments. I think such stuffs are to be in discreet or at the bery least in the absence of gurls.. its an act of a gentleman, sparing thoughts you see. Simply bringing them in class and reading in the class openly implies that you are one big asshole! You ruined your own reputation urself and come to think of it, its your problem and I shouldn't give a farking damn about it...

I despise those who craves for it... excessively. I don't know why they are so into it but I think the pictures are just there... nothing much... sitmulates you? well... no feeling...Maybe you guys are thinking of being a transgender ya? Learning from Pamela Anderson, etc? Trying to be like her? Perhaps thinking why her bust is larger than yours? Oh! I forgot guys by right shouldn't have any. Or you ain't a guy?(O.o)

oh well, enough about that... Got irritated by that freaking airpork who begged Hakeem for some freaking pictures of girls... His pathetic looks when he begged just irritates me. Got backbone not? No backbone still tok cock about readin porn..Wondering whether he even got one lor...Walao~ damn faggot...

*All content are only to insult or against the one and only airpork... If others are offended, my deepest apologies but who ask you to be guilty of this?

Miracle sia~

2005-07-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

It was freaking to know that two weeks had actually passed since school reopens...

It's damn freaking to know that my "O" levels are approaching...

It's was freaking to be in the middle of a thunderstorm...well, the lightning just flashes and then a loud "BOOM"!! was heard... cool right?

It's even freakier to hear from my mum that I have to wash all the dishes?!(O.o) wad??!! come again~ NOOOOOOO~!!!!

It was boring to be in maths lesson...

It was boring to be attending assembly especially those assembly programs that are like so damn boring...ASSEMBLY simply meant all the ASSES ASSEMBLE...

It was boring to do PE...especially with Mr. Santa (Hohohohoho~)

It was boring to be in the farking focus studies...

It was infuriating that I HAVE TO STAY BACK CAUSE OF A GOD DAMNED FOCUS STUDY!!!

It was even more infuriating when I saw that bloody ass-hole who stands in my way...

It's infuriating that my mum still dun wanna allow a dog in the house...

BUT...

Its really a miracle that Mr. Radha actually absented from school today~whoa!!(^^)

Must study le.... really must!!

2005-07-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

Alright, bet you have read about my amusing incident yesterday from my previous post... well, if you haven, scroll down and read it!! *holding a knife at your neck!!*

nah... not threatening you if really don't wan to(^^) *cold stare and evil glare after the smile..muahahaha...*

I kinda fall asleep in the living room last night... this proven how tired i was...and I left the TV on. How great?!(O.o) Soon after when dawn breaks, my ears start to break too.... Arghz!! All those naggings, chanting, scoldings...

"I MUST START STUDYING!!" this is wad i told myself this morning when I woke up. But er... I did not really studied today. I am so dead manz~ "O" levels is approaching and I am still addicted with this freaking but trustworthy computer...manz... this SUCKZ!

I must really start studying but I think this is almost impossible as

1. Where is my dog?~(O.o) (since 21st November'04)
2. I am addicted to this computer...
3. Maths and stuffs I don't understand just makes me sleepy...ZZzzzZZ...
4. Freaking focus studies have made me lost my afternoon time to revise!!
5. I am always loaded with excuses to escape studying...(as stated above)

Its terrible!! I really need to start studying!! Arghz~ But I think I did something. At least something that brings me a sense of achievement...

Cool right? Made it from paint and the words are from me :) The picture is from somewhere else on the net... Yes, it might be simple (which is like 100% true) BUT its my first time trying making something like this!! So ain't I good or what?!(:P)
Currently thinking of changing my blogskin.A bit sick of my current blogskin but now still looking for the new blogskin though....

wad a hot hot day....

2005-07-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

MINI REFLECTION ON CIP (9th July'05) BY......Z3phyr

What is this freaking event about?

Ans: Well, its a freaking collection event of the entire school. Well basically, the whole school is going out into the neighbourhood to collect old newspapers, electronics appliances, etc. Through this event, the school hoped to raise donation for the Red Cross Home or the Pupils' Needy Fund. Its starts at 9am and ended at 12pm on 9th July'05.

So do you think this event is useful?

Ans: More than useful actually( i think), its almost showering them(the organisation in need) with money. The amount of items collected was fair beyond my estimation. Its a lot and I do really mean A LOT...

What are you in charge of?

Ans: Well... 4/6 and my class, 4/7 were assigned to sort out the items collected. The whole farking school thout it was easy but it was not. They thout we are smart and thus would be able to work faster but they were wrong...

What actually happened?

Ans: Oh well... nothing much... Its just that we did extra 2 hours of CIP. Nothing much at ALL.

Are you mad about doing extra hours of CIP?

Ans: Of course not! Even though as stated above, I may sound a bit mad for doing extras but nah... I am not mad at all... I think its was a pretty good event that truely makes everyone of us to learn the spirit of volunteerism.

What is the most freaking event happened during the process of sorting?

Ans: Oh well, nothing much...its just that Andy nearly fell from a two-storey high container full of newpapers...But luckily, we managed to grab him before he falls. Next would be me nearly being buried alive under the piles of newspaper. Erm... does Jo being hit by piles of newspaper counts?? Or Daniel's wallet is lost in the piles of clothes and soft toys?? Or Peter wearing bras??

What maddens you most during the process?

Ans: I was actually quite mad about one particular basturd who block my way while I was helping sorting the newspaper. Damn him!! Farking ass-hole better get out of my freaking way!! Can't stand him standing in front of me, acting as though he knew nothing. Simply don't want to lend a hand to form the human chain and transport the newspaper into the container arghz!!

What lesson have you learned through this event?

Ans: Singaporeans do waste lots of paper... especially newspapers. Just from Marsiling and Woodland itself required two two-storey high retangular containers! One more thing is that I think my class do have some weirdos. OH!!! ONE LAST THING!! I WOULD NOT TOUCH NEWSPAPER AGAIN!!! Kind of suffering from newspapers phobia after this...

Overall, how would you conclude this event?

Ans: I think such event is great in fact I think through this event my class ties had strengthen...( I think...) Its was quite a meanful day and through this event, I realised that Singaporeans are paper wasting freaks!!

Crappy stuffs... blah blah~

2005-07-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

I AM DYING!!!

Alright, why am i dying? simple.. the school is tormenting us... fancy making us stayin back EVERY SINGLE DAY!! One or two days is fine with me, perhaps even when the farking school takes away four bloody days from me, its fine with me(^^) because at least there is one free day for me to catch a good afternoon nap. MANZ! its so freaking tiring to wake up at 5+am everyday. The worst part is that I'm not even sure the farking focus studies is helping me or not. I think it is best for me to study alone at home? nah... home got this trustworthy computer that will taunt me into switching it on. Oh well, think there is some freaking place for me to study?For your information, if i choose to take a nap after i reached home, i think it would be a evening nap?Don't even think such nap existed.DAMNED!!! I think i would sleep til the next day then.

Just had my crappy "O" level MT oral exams. Its crap. Pure crap. whether adjectives,verbs,blah~ thats goes with crap... Yup.. Crap!

On that very day I think i was rather sarcastic to the people around me. Hmm... perhaps i wasn't feeling very happy that day rather tensed actually but who cares! That freaking Sean was having a countdown to the oral exam and he too was taking the god damn exam yet he still agitates me by starting the farking countdown.

Oh well, about the examiners...Oh before that, when it was my turn to enter the examination room, i stood up from my sit and walk steadily, constantly ensuring myself that this time it is going to be freaking FINE~(^^)... Oh well, i walked and finally, in front of me is the door... I knocked (being polite you see..) and opened the farking door but the examiners actually stopped me and signalled to me to wait?! whoa~ nice beginning arghz?!

And so i entered the examination room and this is where the crapping starts...One of the examiners asked me, your name is Jun Da? Is Jun da or *wad so eva*?I did not managed to catch the second prounciation of hers and so i smiled stupidly and repeated my name for the second time for her...(__"")

Anyway, the first component is reading aloud and so after i take a deep breathe and starts reading, just when i was approaching the second paragraph, a polyphonic ringtone was heard. I was like asked to stop reading and to your amazement, the phone is not mine!! It belongs to the Examiner!! She apologised and I politely replied in a low voice, Nver mind... and i continued reading without further ado... at that time i was like wad the hell!! Its a government exam!! and that freaking old looking examiner can actually be so hip?!

I think i can score quite well for the oral because one of the examiners praised me for my good reading..(notice!! Not excellent....and don't tink i very action arz~ though... er.. ya.. a bit lar..)Then we moved on to the conversation which is like crap~ crap~ and nothing else... everything i spoke was whatever i could think of at that moment. It was crap~ BUT! I think i do managed to speak of some good points like for the advancement of technology, I said that it could be bad too as the terrorists might use it to turn against us. BUT THEN, I realised that i missed one important point. When i reached the class for the farking focus studies class, I realised that I forgot to mention that we humans cannot be overdependence on technologies.Oh well, its too late to even regret. But one interesting fact about oral examination is that the examiners can be rather busybody...interested to know more about your life instead of discussing the bloody topic...

One last message before i leave. I think its a breeze when taking the orals... at first you are tensed but soon after you entered the room, don't worry too much and just give in your best. Don't probe on what you have left out, its alright cause its too late anyway and after you have gone through it, its a huge huge huge burden off your shoulders manz... what a relief! Zhen Hong good luck arz!!

2005-07-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.(*note* this is so untrue as i think i got problem conversing with people...)

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.
You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

WAD the HECK!!!??

2005-06-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

Dunnoe what is heck is wrong with Final Fantasy... Their graphics are getting nicer which is true but.... haiz~

so watcha think?? Boy or girl??

well... if you think that the person in the picture is a girl, think again...

wanna check??

alright.. the cats posting is off due to a certain reason, but if you are interested in adopting cats or know someone who wants to adopt cats. Please kindly inform me =)
*therefore this only for my band of friends i suppose...

Kinda addicted to Final Fantasy X currently...haiz~ suffering from the "cold turkey" treatment!!! haiz~ craving for it everyday!!! BUT bloody "O" level is approaching and i unfortunately has to stop playing!!!ARGHZ!!!!

Must get over it....*crawling on the floor...almost dying*.... okaz.. its a bit dramatic.. alright!!! ITS DRAMATIC!!! wadeva!!! oh ya, for people who is not very sure wad is Final Fantasy X guess the picture below can give you some hints??

more!! more!!!

aiya!! why not the whole game sypnosis??

Game Synopsis

Spira was home to highly developed civilizations until 1000 years ago, when Sin first appeared. Sin is a tresspasser, a scourge upon the land. It falls only to rise again, bringing chaos and destruction to Spira's technological advances.
A group of travellers from different tribes and walks of life will set aside their own beliefs to save their crying world. Together they will guard a young Summoner determined to defeat Sin at all costs.
The party journeys to the very ends of the world, visiting temples and bonding with Aeons.

alright gotta go and study liao~ so sad!!!! ARGHZ!!!

ouCH!

2005-06-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

What a day man!! whoa~

ok, kinda woke up god damn early but still ended up meeting Jo late. what The hell!! next time i won't bother to wake up extra early le!!!

hmmm...didn't blog for such a long time and now I think I really having some prob. trying to think of what to type...oh well, here goes...

On 15th june'05
Its sucks totally!! I actually fall and injured my toe! How pathetic!! haiz~ didn't do much at jo's hse at all....nothing exciting is worth mentioning. BUT!! Project X was great!! ZH is earning np to buy me a lab map(^^) yay!!

On 16th June...
On well was late.. as mentioned above. Went to book a practice room at yamaha and practice the fudge piece for one hour but din really master it though. Went to swimming soon after and got sunburn i think... my face was quite red... thats the consequence of swimming/lazing in the waters for 4 whole hours!! Its also jo's b-dae and therefore, HAPPY B-DAE!! The cake was great!! think it was of oreo??(think i spelled it wrongly) AIYA!! its of chocolate!! LOl..

On 17th June..
Its a totally slaggy day.... playing the comp since day breaks.... think i better start studying but neopets is there to distracts me.... haiz~ Real happy about the early b-dae gift from zh!! LOL!! yay!! gt lab map liao~ zapped my pets luckily no bad happenings YET~

One More thing~

Think i won't be updating this blog for quite a while BUT *this is important,take note* i will post one entry regarding two cats which are up for adoption and if anyone interested you can follow up the details given later in the entry and if you happen to know anyone/relatives wanna adopt a cat then plz help by conveying the above message. For more information please awaits the next entry and this is only for singaporeans...(for those bloggers' info.)

DAMN LONG SIA~

2005-06-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

let you guess something....

The clues are:
-its long
-something circular is inside
-its running hot!!

well.. don't think too much ya!! you must be thinking off track if not you are right( I think...)

THE ANSWER: My D: Drive~ why? cos now its been running for like 7 plus hours and my DVD dise is still stuck inside... oh... 3Hours and 04 mins to go(O.o)... god damn!! my comp will go BOOM! that is if it don't complete the burning asap.. haiz~ now the CPU is damn hot.....SO, did ya get it right or ya are thinking of something else*evil grin*hmmm....(:P)

didn't really update my blog for a long time and now i think there are just too much for me to type and here goes another damn long entry... pardon my poor english though...

Okaz... lets flash back to the day of my "O" level chinese...well its was a bloody and harrowing day for all Sec 4 students of course.. well thats at least for me.. those positive students might think it would be one less subject for them after monday...Anyway I had tried to be positive about the paper but the truth literally hurts... I actually wrote out of point for my letter writing! Its supposed to be radio station and I actually wrote Television station. DAMN!! My A1 for chinese is now flapping its wings and flying away from me.. Can't ya see it.....darn! i can...However, later on i realised that lots of people(including other schools) are writing the same thing as me..Whoa! the whole Singapore are gonna be marked down!!being the old sadistic me...(YAY!! My A1 is turning back...)

I really don't understand why the school had to torment us students.The school is being so guilty of sanctimoniousness!! What teachers are taking off their personal time to come back to school and coach the students? GOD! thats so fake and what about us students?(O.o)?! We also had to take our own time off to entertain those teachers.Alright! I am very tired and sick of all those books, lectures and theories!! Why can't my school just let us off for one day after the "O" level?I simply don't understand why my damn school can't be like other schools, letting thier students taking a break after the exams. Oh well, guess I am suppose to be regarded to be fortunate to have such a great school other might say BUT do you know how sick and tiring is to face those dead books and those hard-to-understand theories?

On Friday, I even got my CCA camp going on. Its going to be a four days , three nights camp. whoa!~ 7 days in school straight during HOLIDAYS! Its HELL! Why does the school has to torture us? Its pure homicide!!!!I kinda only went for two days of the camp as i have piano lessons which kind of got postponed as i wasn't feeling very well on Saturday morning, I was sneezing all the way since i got up. The camp was quite okaz, not to the extend of very fun and I actually learned one thing from this camp, never call me to wake someone up cause the one who's going to get cracky is not the one i woke but ME!!

Back to my home, well home sweet home~ Didn't sleep for a night as I was busying petrolling the school, waking people on sentry, and so i slept for the whole day. Woke up today and checked my phone and realised that my phone's bloody vibration is spoiled! and so i got 5 missed calls and 1 message received! haiz~ feeling damn bored today and I really feel that I am such introvert. Well i am not that good with human relation and I am not that good with words. BUT! I do know what others are feeling, thinking and how they react to certain things. Its was experience I think as I am real sensitive about what people think, act,etc.

2Hours and 6mins!! hell~~ its so damn long. And I am getting quite impatient of my D: drive!!

YAY! FINALLY!!! I got the full version of D_TECHNO LIFE by UVERworld(One of my fave band) I finally got it!! and its nicz of course(^^) kind of watched the MTV and it was rather amusing that they are stuck in mid air as they jump due to my laggin computer(^^) They are releasing their single on 6th july i think, hope its available in singapore cuz I definitely will buy it!!

Oh well, guess this entry is not that long after all. I better get going, Zh is waiting for me at Jo 's house and my damn D: drive isn't getting any faster!!!!Furthermore i suggested the meet-up(=P) heard that hidhir is having Homecon practical tomorrow and so best wishes Hidhir!!

UVERworld ROXZ!!

SIAN!!

2005-06-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

SO TIRED!!! NEEDA GO BACK TO SCHOOL PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE WEEK!!!! HAIZ~ SO SIAN!!!

Chinese madness!!

2005-05-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

It has began!! The chinese madness!! We are having mock exams for four days straight!!! The whole day is gonna be chinese~ furthermore we are in the AVA room(air-conditioned) and its damn cold todae as it rained in the morning....

Anyway the first mock exam i got a A2!! Its a bulleye!! exactly 56/80!! Whoa~ lucky me....

The second paper today was quite diff lar... i think its quite okaz.. (^^) dun haf to stay!! so happy!! LOL!! but think i wont score well for my comprehension....

Lots of stuffs happened to my com!! got a new printer and a NEW DVD drive!! whoa!! din noe my dad so generous!! shoulda let me haf a dog!!!

Heard that Zest is aggressive!!Thats interesting!! perhaps he does have some jack russal terrier's blood... small... hyper and of course aggressive as they are damn stubborn!! Din know he is aggressive.. thout Jo was joking when she first told me this... this is amazing... and this means Zest needs a firm owner..hmm....

needa focus on my chinese and neopets and so gtg!! BYE!

I broke the earlier promise!! :X

2005-05-20T15:55:00.000+08:00

YAY!! I just broke a promise by typing this entry (O.o) ALRIGHT!! I know you will surely give me a big "LAME!!" after reading this, right at my face and then give the (___""") face.... anyway update this entry because my hands are getting itchy :P wanta upload some photos onto the net.. Juz uploaded four photos aniway they are of Zest and White ( I name one...) so happy!! I taught Zest how to "Sit" but he only obeys it sometimes :)

think Sec 4's life just suckz!! It so god damn stressful!! I am so worried whether i could make it for my A. maths... My chemistry.. My English... My Physics.. My Music... kinda like practically the entire subjects i am taking currently... even though i am quite well-versed in chinese but after Mdm Oh's austere marking, i think will definitely(confirm and one stamp!) that i will do badly for my chinese.... I might not be able to get an A1~!! I think i will aim for polytechnics... after teacher's painstaking breifing, i think i will not survive JC's life cause if i ever got into JC then i MUST get into University... its inconceivable!!( I think..)... thats why i chose poly... at least i can fall back on a diploma certificate and even better, i may even get into University this way.. and work for my degree.. i am considering psychology since at least its cool to me and the job earn BIG MONEY!!! whoa!!!

darn! got shot by my mum's machine mouth again!! haiz~ here she goes againz....!@#@$#%@#%$@#$@#.... *Blah blah blah*... Chinese "O" level approaching!!! just 10 more days!!! next week as i mentioned in my previous post, its going to be Chinese from morning til Afternoon... and if i ever be the lousy one i haf to stay for the evening!! GOD!! this is so hell!! We students are facing 4 tormenting days of pure chinese exams!!!DAMN!!

haiz~ just went bloggin and realise that evryone else are doing the same as me... at least most of them are... they are all stressed out!! i am here to warn those younger than me to beware cause your syllabus are harder than our's. Moreover, we are already half-dead due to our syllabus... coulda imagine yours...

the following are the photos I juz uploaded :) oh one more thing!! Zh!! thanx for your understanding dude!! heex... we will try to make you "incast" by trying not to play too much magic card when you are around :)

haiz~ how depressing!!

2005-05-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

whoa~ finally!! gt back all the test papers... think i did real badly!! its sux!! dun tell mi that its good to have straight "C"s?! think i only get a B for my humanz... the rest are "C"s and one F9 plus one D7... next week is gonna be pure hell for me... its gonna be chinese the whole week!!! wad the hell~ hope i can make it.. gonna be back studying... BTW~ wont be updating the blog until end of "O" level...

the day before my chinese mock exam!!

2005-05-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today was actually quite a happy but tiring day for me. Today company and me went to PV again.. and as usual I was late :P reached there about 2pm?? anyway today when we were there we did not volunteer at all.. today was pure fun.. we just bring Zest out for a walk.. and melissa would emphasize that we are not literally bring him out of the kennel only.. we should walk him aorund.. i pity Zest..WHY? I think he really need to learn some socialising skills...its so sad.. just imagine that you, yourself as a human actually scared of other humans. Haiz~ Bringing him out is so tiring.. needa keep a close watch over him cause other big dogs(Siberian Huskies) would actually poke their nose in... then Zest would be so frantic...he is kinda smart lar.. could learn sit.. but really need a lot of patient... he is quite stubborn

I think Zest would be best given to someone who could socialise him well enough and this person must be experience in such way... well, I not even sure if i could handle him cause he is such a serious case.. perhaps the worst case i ever seen..Haiz~ so worried for him.. wondering whether he could get into a good home not and whether my parents would burge..furthermore his skin allergy is getting worst.. he has become so much thinner than i last seen him... haiz~ think i should stop sighing. There's nothing much I could do for him too... Think for the next few days my house is gonna wage a war!! a war between my parents and I!! Heex.. dun think like so violent!! think Zh would tell me that I would be at the losing end but I am not stupid.. Gonna use some tricks this time*muhahahaha* THIS IS WAR MANZ!!!

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2005-05-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today quite a great day though... is just that i am real slpy here~ but i coulda slp cuz the dl is not finish yet... wondering how is zest doing~ btw its name is not zaft?! why not right? its such a nicz name... haiz~ anyway heard his skin prob is gtting serious... dunnoe is he okaz not now...

monday is one day i think all sec 4 chinese students fear!! its gonna be a day of torment and stress manz.. it is our mock exam and its of certain standard!! how i wish i could get a break from all these tedious and ever lasting studies?? i am realy tired but i know i coulda give up cuz sad to say that my future is dependent on the cert. i am getting... its is so fark up~ think i am gettiing rather moody today... changes mood as frequent as the chamelon... think i was fine before hand until this farked up Blogger ate my entry!!

I have finally graduated from SJAB!! finally~ i am out of the CCA... at first i felt real uneasy.. it was a feeling that words could not even describe.. the feel just overwhelmed you when you are attending the Farewell party!! it was a great party with tonnes of gifts!! other then the water bombs, i think the rest was GREAT!! now i am looking back for the past 4 years in SJAB... i think i really had learned a lot and became much more independent. I will defintitely miss the days in SJAB BUt i will go back if i have the time!! I think Farewell is just a phase where all seniors had to go thru. after this period, most of the seniors have grown up and thus given the choice to go back or not. i think i am struggling somehow with my studies...

YOU REAP WAD U SOW!! well i think i believe this saying as i know i will fail my Add. maths and i know i will fail my music~ I passed my english though( thanks to Ms hesley's lenient marking which made 2 passes to increase to 11 passes!!?!) however, i onli got 14/25 which is not very ideal for me.. basically none of my targets had met.. how depressing...

I really cannot stand some farking Mother Hen who prance around as if he owns the place!! and I hate it most when the Mother Hen invigilates our class for test!! GO ahead and shake ass~ Who's cares about you!! BUt You shld spare a thout for the students!!(*NOTE: I DIN USE PLZ!!) YOu Bloody hell!! juz took away 10 minutes from us for our Chemistry test?! who do you think u are?!(O.o)?! watch my finger! simply complaining our desks arz>?! we arranged them back before the test right? or are you blind? anyway, are you some gossip aunties who won't stop complaining / gossiping? OH! i forgot YOU ARE ONE!! simply complaining and complaining! what else do you noe other then complain?! english?! oh! i forgot someone gt some strong command of english arz?! SO WAT?! are you some bloody supernatural being we suppose to worship? NO! who do you think you are even though u haf the language?! it doesn't gives you anything! no wonder you are like some faggot and seems unmarried! i noe why.. must be too sarcastic/sissified(i supposed 99%?!) i think even if you are married.. your wife must be blind or you buy her into the house... i dun think a single women in this world wld be so blind to like you FAGGOT! :P

okaz! feeling better now~ after scolding that bloody hen! such a pain in the neck! dun even noe why ppl like her/him could be a teacher! and one more thing, dunnoe wad gt into mrs lee?! wads wif her and her black face? if she contin' this way i think not onli i will feels this way~ evryone has a reason to stress about but dun display like you are so proud of it. you can scream at us all the time but do you noe that after you had scolded us, some of us wld be so afraid to approach you for help? and how are we gonna improve when we cannot learn things from t'chers?you can hate mi for saying this but its is rather impertinent for you to peek into my blog(if ever) in the first place and you are not in my "can view" list.

hihi(^^)

2005-05-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

hi! yup i'm back from school~*yawn* so damn tired!!

anyway laast night i wrote the god damn long essay(entry!!) whoa! i am kinda amazed :) anyway i coulda sleep last night.. thout of many things... i think i am too worried about Zaft's rehoming or its lost owner... haiz~ had such a bad night.. which resulted me to overslept and i caoulda revise my chinese!! anyway today is quite a sucky day... Mrs lee was screaming at her top of her voice.. think our class did very badly for our Humanities, no wonder mrs lee is so stressed up by us.//

Oh well, today i got back two paper. think tomorrow i will be gettin my english paper... haiz~ so far my results are:

Hist/SS combined(SBQ):
(18/25) + (14/25) = (32/50) X 2 = (64/100) * top the class though but i only gt B4?!*

Chinese(P1):
(32/50) + (11.5/20) = (43.5/70) = (62/100) * wad the hell! i am suppose to get A1?!*

haiz~ yup! these are my atrocious results so further... think the "best"have yet to come(^^)
today had my physics paper.. think i could not get an A! as usual(^^)
tml is E maths test!! i wanna get an A~ and so i going off to revise liao~ tml is mock exam of chinese too... arghz!! needa to ao many things....

worried>>perturbed>>distraught>>distressed>>

wad a day~

2005-05-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

wad a day i had i meant on 7th May 2005.. its a bit slow but i think its a day to be remembered for a lifetime :P

think let us use a bit of back tracking...

On 6th May 2005(Friday)!! yay!! its the last day of school( i mean to weekends though...and thats how desperate we students are craving for weekends....) aniway... it was social studies paper for us though... haiz~ as usual i think i will fail this test... kinda ate something wrong in the morning.. think its the HL milk... darn!! it contained Lactose.. thus me had the worse experience i ever had// haiz~( yes i am sighing... there's more to be told...) so i was in the classroom, taking the social studies paper... its duration is 50 mins.. and i was having terrible stomache!! i was like...(______________"""") and so i went to the toilet. Miss Fu was rather surprised that i am going to the toilet at such peculiar timing... aniway i gotta rush, so i kinda still have 20 minutes or less for the rest of the paper... BUT!! i managed to finish the paper :P//
Heard quite a lot of people was unable to finish the paper.. all seems to be unable to finish question D and it worth 7 marks.. and melydia scored the highest for History paper!! kinda unexpected and heard from mrs lee that i juz score slightly higher than the borders..thats is if she did not remembers wrongly.. but i think she remembered it wrongly.. i am so gonna fail...//
One more thing!! ms chitra?? think i spelled wrongly but who cares// oh ya.. she tok to us that morning and told us about blogs!! God!! she knows about blogs?! anyway she said that she read some of our blog.. hopefully not mine.... anyway i think its was rather impertinent for her to do so but i think she is just advising us to be careful about what we write... though i will not heed her advise cause i think there's nothing wrong with the way i write. And i don't really like the new comp lab adminstrator!! She is such a total BITCH! everynow and then her screeching voice would resonate the comp lab.. missed the peaceful comp lab when mr andrew was around.. things sure changed a lot....kinda saw my juniors rehearsing for the farewell on Wednesday!! Looking forward to the farewell party(^^) Oh ya!! i postponed my piano lesson tml to next saturday after my common test...

And so on 7th may 2005... i woke up late.. real late... think its was 1030am just right to catch Pokemon Advance Challenge on Kids Central (i missed the show so much!! coulda watch it due to my piano lessons...=) anyway think its was rather okay.. not too much of action in there though but i think BLeach is still the BEST!! kinda read I weekly magazine and realise that there will be animes on art central, every wednesdays to Fridays starting from 11pm!!! think i will watch it though... anyway... the best had yet to come... it was about 12 noon i think... i received a call from Joanne and she said that she is holding on to a pure breed?! she found it?! WAd the!! but she said that mel is coming over too so i supposed that it would be fine... So i went down in a mech!! but i wrote a message for my mum in case she gotta worried... i reached there and mel , JOanne were there... Mel was opened the can food for him but it did not eat at all(__) wad a weird dog.. not attracted by the food... hmm.. aniway.. they asked me whether i could foster it for a day so that tomorrow mel would bring him down to PV~ haiz~ i asked my mum but she just gave me a stern word~ NO!! i felt rather bad... is like i could not do anything for the dogs.. nor to be of any help.... and so jo called colin and mel asked cathy for PV... luckily Cathy allowed.. phew~ Then mel went off to get change before Cathy drive them to PV... meanwhile... i walked the dog around and he was one Hyper one~ kept on turning round and round and round and round!! and so i had to kept on turing if not i would be tied down by the dog leash(__"") it was totally diff from the time i walked alex.. alex so much less hyper.. din turn round and round til i giddy~ LOL! i kinda accidently let the leash loose when he was turning and eventually i chased him around and around~ GOd!! Im getting giddy(~~)
//we then sent him to where Cathy is picking them up... mel had to carry him as it was rather unsafe for him to cross the road cause he kept turning round..okay!! but it was funny when later at night when mel came back from PV saying that on the way there was one wild ride. Cathy kept "arghz~ sweety~" at him when he was trying to jump to cathy. Cathy was driving and mel was like "whoa! drive~ LOOK!!" it was sure entertaining... haiz... worried whether he would be fine....thus.. on 7th may 2005~ its was the first dog rescue of Joanne~ i was given the previlage of naming the dog cuase according to mel and jo that he like mi(__"") hinting me~ adopt him!! (jkjk..) but i am quite honored to nale him cuz he was not rescued by mi but jo... and so he was name Zaft... he was one hyper dog as he would pounce on you once you sat down on the floor... but he is some sweet dog~ mel kinda coulda handle him cause he is just too hyper to be the kind of dog mel prefers...//Jo and I took some photos of Zaft.. wish Jo could sent them to me soon :)// Zaft was fine to me as his condition was rather fine.. i suspect its a abandon case though...

went to jo's hse at later time.. about 2pm... met up with hidhir , zh and colin... din really study... cuase i just coulda resist the temptation of playing!!Alex vomitted.. haiz~ something is really wrong with him... not as lively as he used to be... worried.....and so time past so fast that it was night already.... at about 8pm i think.. mel came home with scars everywhere~whoa~ she bathed and we kinda had a tok about Zaft..

she suspect that:
-Zaft is a lost dog as he had nails cut
-and he is one tat din really leave his home environment at all...

she had all those scars from Zaft( mostly) and other dogs of course... but according to her is that Zaft isn' doing very well at PV.. he was kinda stressed up due to the NUMBERs of dogs there and i must admit that it could be tough for him to adapt the environment because the dogs there are rather larger than him... and he is quite a "sticky" dog that prefer humans around...haiz~ wonder if he could even sleep there.... thinking of visiting him on 8th May but was unable to because of the tests!! arghz!! hope he will be fine and hopefully that he is a lost case and not a abandon case and the owner would claim him back ASAP!! i think i will try to convince my parents see whether i could adopt him not... haiz~ hopefully i will be able to...wonder how is he doing now....and read from Mel's bog that Alex is sick too.. hope he would get well soon..Haiz~ tml test!!

lyrics...

2005-05-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

[ASTERISK]
Orange Range

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari

Hitatsu futatsu kane no ne wa hibiku
kokoro no naka de hidaku fukaku.
Monogatari no you na ishi ga shizuku
sono naka niwa saizen rock tsuku.
Jikan to tomo ni jidai wa ugoku
nagareru ishi wa shizuka ni ugoku.
Yo yo chi tami ni sumashite Fine
G O O D BYE!

Hana to hikari makizoe ni shitari
ima toki-hanate dare ka ni todoku made
Youkou no hikari wa kono mukou ni.
Ijiridasu to sugu dekisou ni

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Mishiranu omoi migaita jidai
Koe iroaseru
Don't act a fool

Kirari hitomi tsui ni dareka no sakebi
kaze ni omoi o, tsuki ni negai o
chikara aru kagiri ikiteku ne, kyou mo

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Mishiranu omoi migaita jidai
Koe iroaseru
Don't act a fool

Boku-ra no omoi o itsuka dareka no mune ni
hikari-tsuzuke yo
ano hoshi no you ni

[LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT]
Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

Tabi wa mada tsuzuite
kuodayaka na hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
mune o terashi-dasu

Inori o sasagete
atarashii hi o matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made.

Nobody knows who I really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

And still, the journey goes on
Even on tranquil days so long
And each new phase of the moon...
shines upon my heart with boon.

So we offer a prayer,
waiting for a new day to share.
Until the brilliant blue sea...
dries up completely.

[D-TECHNOLIFE]
UVERworld

Ienai itami, kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo
K esenai koto mo seoiattekou
I kiru koto nagedasanaide

Tsunaida, kimi no te o

Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai kara
H ibiku boku o yobu koe sae kare
T okesou kaze ni kikasaretatte
K imi o mitsukedasu

Ienai itami,
K anashimi de kizutsuita kimi mo
W araenai nante,
H ito kirai nante kotoba sou iwanaide
M ienai mirai ni okoru
Koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
I ma wa sono mama de ii,
Kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou

You and Me, two are spoken

Itsuka wakarieru kara

hiz!

2005-05-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

i hate the new comp admin here....

BLOODY HELL!!!!

2005-05-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

todae is a fark up day.

The night before tests....

2005-05-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

ya.. its mi.. the usual me... the one who is currently into jap anime!! whoa!! think jap anime rox!!! LOL~ going bonkers sumday i suppose.... :X forgotten tat i am not suppose to use short form!!! WADEVA... think shall break that rule todae... toking about rule.. this rule happened when i was on my way to my piano tcher's hse... she suddenly sms... [whey~ "O" levels cuming... dun use short form not good for ur english!!] *(____"")* but after much consideraion i think shld stop using short form for a time being... think i will gt addicted if i keep on using..

haiz... tml is the beginning of nightmare of all riversidians i suppose... tml is the end of the WORLD!!! tml is the day of a thousand griefs!! think i got EXP error if checked by mr tsung... aniway... tml is the start of COMMON TEST!!!! tml im taking my english paper.... think i can make it ba... its juz that i hafben finish my hmks :P but i think my maths are gonna flunk again.....as usual....

WHOA!! enuff of common tests!!*gulity.....mi using short-form!!* aniway i think BP is such a great place... think there gt great ppl like fuzzy... clueless...Pang.... Juan...Net...Shryke...and of course last but not least.. our mr nicz guy: DARREN!!!LOL~ think i am being too exagerating....
think i got to noe some ppl there... net is actually a chemist?!(O.o) think i will certainly ask her chemistry qn.....

think i really need to finish this short and simple.... my mum is opening her machine-gun mouth and nags at mi le!!! arghz!!! okaz okaz..... now.. let us continue....*darn... tat shot sure is sum bulleye by the godly shooter....my mum(___") my ears!!!!*

OKAZ!! now.. i think i going jap craz recently... juz bear wif me zh and co. (:P) think i will get over it soon..... and i think i must start revising my wk now.... "O" level chinese is cuming....30th of May~ GOD!!! i am so damn *beep* unlucky!!! my b-dae is the first dae of PRELIMS!!!! Wtf!! and my class is counting down for mi b-dae =) so gd rite... as if... they are counting down to the prelims... haiz... dunnoe if my frens would be able to celebrate my b-dae.. but its okaz wif mi if u guys cant =) *alrite seriously.... i am dying... ears bustin... god.... wad a shot.....*

ONE MORE THING*emerge frm the shadow :P*...... i realli dun understand jeremy's blog.... think its more like an art than his life...his diary....anithing lar... mi bu guan onez....

HARLOW!!!!

2005-04-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey~ heard from jeanette and jo.. that my blog's image cannot be seen? really?! but i can view it perfectly fine... haiz~ * DO ME A FAVOUR!! juz tag in my tag board whether you can see the image not..... im juz too lazy to change my blogskin....

YAY!! think i will type out the favourite song of mine... currently :)

*Asterisk
by: Orange Range

Look up at the light of the stars in the night sky...

Look up at the light of the stars in the night sky...

Once,twice...
the bell toll echoes...
far and wide in the heart.

Like in a story, stellar droplets fall...
and inside narrow tracks are bulit.
as time goes by, the times will change.
The drifting stars will quietly move.
If you close your eyes and listen closely...
G-O-O-D BYE!

Release the light.
Don't give up, be strong!
Now let'em out...
until it reaches someone.
The light of glory lies beyond here...
it's the story we all creat together.

Look up at the light of the stars in the night sky...
The thoughts and wishes of the past will cross the ages and arrive just as vividly.

In your sparkling eyes someone's scream is reflected,

"Feeling on the wind,
Wishes to the Moon,
Today I'll live life to the fullest, too."

Look up at the light of the stars in the night...
The thoughts and wishes of the past will cross the ages and arrive just as vividly...

One day, our feelings will reach someone's heart as well,
Shine on!

Like that star...

********************END**********************

anyway this song is actually in japanese..kind of weird ... i mean the translation.. but who's care!! its nicz!! and it ROCKs!!

Got to know quite a number of people in Bleach portal!! Such a small world... got to know four Singaporeans.. though they are older than me but they are really nice people!!want to tell this to the MOD there: THANKS GUYS!! hahhaah You guys sure did a good job in maintaining BP!! BIG UPX!!! wanna thanx Darren and Fuzzy especially who helped mi with the bitorrent though it was like 4am in the morning at your time zone... think they would haf puke blood to teach an comp idiot to operates sumthing like that!! LOL~ thanz :)

lyrics for d'tecno life???

2005-04-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

think this song is nicz!! LOL~ anyway this is the english translate i copied...i typed it out.. word by word....

D-tecnoLife
by: UVERworld

You've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness
Let's carry each other's indelible stains
Don't give up living!
I held your hand...
Will I end up losing them someday?

I want to protect you and your fading smile,so...
even if the resounding voice calling me should wither...
even if the mingling winds should tell me...
I will find you!

You've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness,but..
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or " I hate people."
There's meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future, so...
stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

You and me. two are spoken.
Someday we'll understand each other.

HAIZ!!!

2005-04-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

whey!!! HIDHIR!! wad DO YOU (O.o) mean by living happiliy ever after?! leave mi out of jo's matters!! JUz put her and williams hung can le!! WHY MI!!!

aniway.... hiaz.... to whom might be concern!!! dun be too stressed up okaz... lax a bit dun stress urself too MUCH!!! take a break larz if you are tired... okaz.. cheer up!!

think recently i got into Jap CRAZ!!! think japan rox!! LOL!!

AND BLEACH!! ROXZ!!!

I LUV BLEACH!!

2005-04-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

HEY!!! gt a new love!!! and thats BLEACH!! such a nicz show!!! its kinda full of actions and dumb jokes!! think rugia?? think i spell her name wrong.. aniway she is damn cool!!!LOL!!

think bleach is a great show... its a show about ghosts and stuffs.. but this particular espisode leaves a deep impression on mi.. its about this gurl's brother's soul who could not pass on cuz she "asked" him not to leave her alone when he is dying.... then there is a chain that chained him down... i kinda had this thought when my grandfather passed away... cuz when i was Pri 5.. its was the first time i experience a loss of relative... the first time i experience how significent my grandfather had been in my life... i miss u AH GONG!!! but i dun wan you to be chained down and could not pass on... i still lived on perfectly fine after you are gone.. its juz that the sight of durians would reminds me of the times u would opened up durians for everyone in the family to eat... that moment when everyone's faces would definitely be smile would always be history now....and kinda feeling guilty cuz i hafben been to my grandmum hse for quite sum time... and i think maybe i shld pay sum respect for him......

BLEACH!! ROXZ!!!!!^^

hello?????????

2005-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

think i gonna be short and simple...

happy~
-dunnoe... think its entertaining to hear my mum screaming cuz a (idiotic) lizard sneak into the house when mi mum open the door..

-i'm currently slaggin........(-___-)

-sumone said tat i'm becum better?? :)

-able to play neopets againz?? LOL.. think i gt nothing to do...

-LYNN IS ONLINE?!!

-mr Low is cuming back??

FEELING REAL UNEASY!!
-my mum is looking at mi... weird eyes....

UNHAPPY!!!!

- tml got a darn chinese test and i am still here typin....

- i think i am an out cast....

- i still lack social skills?? mi dun realli socialise wif ppl tat well...

-MY sore throat is still not recovered!!! mi medicine finish le!!! how??/

ASTONISHED!!
-an actor who i used to idolised came back!! but er.. he kinda had one night stand in the show though(__"")

-my dad killed the lizard by smashin it?

LONG TIME NO SEE~

2005-04-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

Im feeling kinda sad now.... cuz all the virtual pets i adopted at SPCA had died apparantly... and why they died is bcuz i din online for the past 4-5 days??(not sure)...haiz...wadeva.. think i am preparing myself for the loss of my future dog... haiz... dunnoe when MY dog will cum... haiz...... been buggin my parents since 21 november 2004... i would nver forget that date cuz its the first time i met her~ LOL.. its a dog though.. not human...LOL~

BUT!! everytime when i op~en~ed~ my mouth and said that i want a dog... the reply would be NO!! followed by black faces... i also showed the black face though...its so unfair... haiz.... now she gone.. and its juz too late... haiz....i cannot be so selfish... i am juz a bit worried about her but happy that she got into someone house... good tat she got a roof over her head....

AND i am sick(gt sore throat and can onli be fully recovered by 1 week!!!)

aniway i use to have 3 dogs, 2 cats and 2 rabbits.....

wadeva...

now the government is gonna build the damn casinos.. not mi prob but ppl ard mi are toking about it... and i think if zhen hong is readin this he will go.." no, u cannot like that.. must be more concern about ur country mar...maybe "o" level oral topic..." LOL!! kiddin arz.. dun kill mi :P

aniway, chinese prilims are cuming... think 8 more dayz... HOW!!!mi dun wanna be the same few and stuck in chinese class when i could actually study other subj. well juz gonna STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

feel like asking kel who is the he? can answer? LOl.. if dun wanna tell its okaz.. LOl...

also feel like reflecting on how much me and my fren had bcum....

lets start wif JO...think she is gettin weirder each day...thnk she is also becuming too negative... she shld open up more i mean ur heart not ur mind JO!! seriously u are so open minded that evryone is freaked out by u... be more open with ur heart.. dun dun complete ur sentence and say nvm!! u sld finish ur sentence express ur self mar!! if not u would say that no one understands u?? how to understands u when u dun let ppl comprehend u?? speak up okaz... (not gossip arz...) andway think u are a great friend lar... juz that u sld open ur emotions...dun hide them!!! and GOOD LUCK FOR YA "O" levels!!! u can do it for ya chinese one!!cuz u haf worked hard!!dun stress urself arz..dun wanna hear u sayin that "everyone think i can do it.. its bery stressing one leh!!! then u started crying..." okaz? : )

ZH!!!! hahahaha!! interested rite?? think u would be reading this so carefully that u would not miss out a single word~ LOL... jk..jk.. aniway think u are the most optimistic being(LOL) among us... u certainly had grow up :D happy?? think u will :) aniway think christ church is the school for ya.. is better for ya at least.. think if u stay in RSS i dunnoe wad u will bcum!! u becum much more confident then b4 and u are more optimistic than us!! thats so amazing!!! LOL!! but i thnk u will surely can score single digit for ya "O" level one cuz you practically evryday studying... but one thing about u is that ur temper is still the same..dun be too cong dong?? er.. isit rash?? dunnoe... think is quite hard to change temper but try to be more patience... one more thing!! you sld try to accept chinese songs too lar!! try k? LOL!! think it will be total torture for u though.. but think u shld cuz its a fact that some chinese songs are really nicz!! and so...... GOOD LUCK FOR YA "O" Level.. u can do it one.. confirm plus one stamp!! think u can get into a JC so dun worry too much!! and brighten up... dun keep thinking that missing bus is bad!! yes it is bad i admit but since u are already optimistic y not be more optimistic and perhaps its a hidden fortune that the bus full of ppl would got into accident after seconds? :P

KEL!!think u also like Zh will read this so carefully that u would not miss a word! LOl... aniway.. think u also bcum more mature... CONGRAS for promoting to SSGT!! LOL!! see proof of maturity aniway u seems to be hafing a hectic sec 4 life... kinda hard to balance arz... mi also suffer the same thing... aniway think u are bery smart so u can do it de lar!! ur "O" level also can score with FLYING COLOURS!!! LOL!! think u are very optimistic and would nver say die!! LOL... think u also grown stronger!!! HAHAHA... aniway... GOOD LUCK FOR YA "O" LEVELS!!!

HIDHIR!!! dunnoe whether u will see this not... but i think u will one larz... in HOMECONs lesson rite?? HAHAHA aniway think u are quite blur... the impression of ur face... u are a nicz person... think too pure hearted... too dumb in fact :X but u did well in ur studies though... think u shld train up ur EQ!! if u really wanna learn piano think u can approach mi?? hahaha think ur fingers are perfect for piano playing... muz remember to play the finger exercises i taught ya!! it will help... er... dunnoe much about ur studies cuz ya subj. are mostly diff from mine.. but i got the faith that u will surely score well in ur "O" levels and u can cook... maybe the studio can ask u to host a cookin prog... "HIDHIR CAN COOK" LOL.. dun forget to ask us to cum along and taste ur cooking arz!!!

ANUSHA!!! whoa!! so special rite full name cuz it will be ANUS in short.. dun think its nicz for this... LOL... aniway dun think you can read this unless gt ppl show u this larz.. but i think u certainly had drifted away frm us arz.. but u made an effort to cum back :) LOL its okaz lar... think u are the same old you.. er.. kinda nthg much to write but one thing to be sure.. think u shld start revision le!! "O" level starting!! GOOD LUCK FOR YA "O" levels!!

JEAN!! i din forget u arz!!! whoa!! in sec 1 le!! how? isit still okz for ya?? is the change too drastic? but i think u can do it and one thing is that i think net ball will be tougher as u promote to sec 2..so be metally prepared cuz it gonna be a tough ride... try to be less PMS!! be more understanding too i mean... er... understand ppl feeling..but i am not saying that u dun arz... juz that u need to understand more cuz secondary school life is bery complex... at least thats for mi...GOOD LUCK FOR YA CUMING EXAMS!!!

ARGH!!!!! juz got hit by my mum~ its juz a gentle one.. u noe the slap tt sissy does..aniway.. let us continue...

aiya!! ETC larz.. mi mum need to use the powerpoint to iron.. if not i haf to iron myself.. too lazy to even move... :P

i think such things will help( i hope) cuz i think this is wad friends are for, to help each other becum a better person as no one in this world is perfect! and i thnk by doing so is good as u let ppl noe wad u think about them,bringing the bond closer.. if u want to do this its okaz with me.. cuz mi mind is opened!! LOL.. think this is good larz... mi actually wanna do a reflection on my self de.. but no time.. so i shall do it next time ba...or not!!! whoa wrote so much!! shiit!! need to do hmk!! bye...

Quizes// againz..

2005-04-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

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Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.

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Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
girl that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!

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Your Evanescence song is: Bring me to Life
You have been so alone in this world for such a
long time, your emotional level is very low.
You live in the darkness in your life and mind,
and feel helpless about your whole situation.
People rarely understand you or why you act
like you do. But then there is this person in
your life that changes things. He/she
understands you and makes you feel alive again.
He/she is your ray of hope in your otherwise so
dark life.

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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

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Your soul is dead.
You've probably been through one too many rough
times in your life which has eaten you up from
the inside. Now there's nothing more to eat
from since you just don't care anymore. Life is
meaningless and you live it like a zombie. The
good thing though is that you cant be hurt,
since you are so distant from the emotional
world. Love is something you dont understand or
just dont remember. If it was up to you, your
life would already be over, but it doesn't make
you suicidal. You are probably alone most of
the time, looking at the world with a blank
stare. The yearning to feel alive and be happy
has simply gone away. What's left now is only
the shell of what used to be you.

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Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

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Because of your pointed (psychic) hand, your
element is water. It is highly likely that you
have psychic or intuitive abilities. You have a
powerful intuition and creative energy, and
tend to have a tremendous amount of compassion
or empathy for others. The water element is
known for deep sensitivity and intensity.

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You are an Iron Grunty! You're strong.

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Haiz~

2005-04-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

haiz... West got adopted.. yes i am happy that it got into a good family but kinda disappointed that i coulda adopt him... haiz... anyway its useless to moan..LOL...It was amazing that the number of dogs found dropped from 80 to 74?? Thatz a lot of dogs being adopted.. whoa!!..

think i am in depression.. dunnow y lately cannot think properly... dun get the idea that i think towards the pervertic way but its juz that i coulda concentrate durin lessons... coulda remember how to calculate Molar mass etc... chemistry, maths.. physics?? haiz... wadeva... tml got english again!!!! WTH!! got hmk..*yawn* ms hesley was sicked!!! she today scolded gordon for 1/2 an hour.. thats a lot and she dun look too good.. may she get well soon... dunnoe y ... use to hate her so much but now think she is quite okaz lar... so tml ms hesley dun come k? :P *praying* haiz.. think tt we should nver NVER judge sumone's by their first impression cuz u nver noe the person well that way...

MR LOW!!! we miss u!!! LOL.. when u cuming back arz?? we all w8ing for ya return*LORD OF THE RING..THE RETURN OF THE KING :P*whoa hope you are doing well cuz i am NOT!!!! haiz... dun noe whether i can master revolutionary etude not... haiz... dun noe.... think ithe fudge is still okaz... but the etude... tink its too diff. for mi.. am i holding my head too high that i over estimated my ability??... haiz.. dunnoe!!!!*CONFUSED*

Had CIP yesterdae... damn tiring... find the shelf til my eyes see stars....whoa.. actually finished 7 packed trolley of books... kinda okaz lar... not that fun but not that boring either... kinda neutral... whoa one thing i learn through yesterdae's CIP... nver misplace the library books... put it back from where u take them from...think i wont be going to the library for quite some time.. freaked out...borrowed four books juz to do CIP... finished one already!! yes!! LOL.. in ONE day!!!!! LOL!!! think i bery hao lian.... better stop it.... ya.. two on taking care of puppies and two fantasy stories...

Today was quite pissed off... in the morning dunnoe wad got into Hila, she messed up my hair!! yesterday too.... dunnoe y but i hate ppl to touch my head and mess up my hair!!! this is not the worst!!!!! THT BLOODY LK!!!! he damn childish!! still throwing staples from behind... dots.. nthg to do arz.. and ANDY actually joined in... WT!! think i am wad? sum sort of game stall??!! suan le think i tml will forget everything...

todae ST john was kinda freaky.. got freaked out by hui's actions... she being normal is total abnormalbility!!!(think i spellin wrong :P) haiz.. think AVA sux as they put animals to sleep including the strays... they haf a life too u noe!! but unfortunately for these emotionless "humans", i suppose they dun....

WANNA THANX SEAN FOR SENDIN MI THE SONGS AND PRINTED LYRICS FOR MI hahahah,, wad a nicz neighbour!! thanx manz...

One more thing... i think evryone's got an angelic side and a demonic side... well y i think of this is becuz i think that i gettin anti-social and weird theseday... dunnoe y... but i think i better do sum reflection and "try" to contain my "evil" side...

ANGEL:
- er.......... not sure........ er....... kind to animals??
- a lot of patience(spelling??think wrong again...wadeva..)
- think i could be bery gentleman IF the person noes mi bery well...think i showed it but not bery obvious...wadeva...
- etc... dun bother to think le... haiz... my head gonna burst!!!

DEMON:(hahahhahah... such simple task!!!)
- Sadist..(who cares :P)
- insensitive...(as told by Joanne!!)
- Anti-social...
- Pessimistic
- Weirdo...
- Suckz in a lot of stuffz...
- Evil...
- Potential Stalin???
- ETC... LOt and even tonn!!! LOL..muahahhh...

haiz.... the truth is that i am such a sucker...

2005-04-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

heee... nthg to do... anyway doing my hmk currently... and hven do up my full u YET!! die... haiz... anyway think SPCA bery funny... gt dogs yet say all not HDB approved... funny... is like 90% of singapore's population are living in HDB... dots... even though they dun wan the dogs to get bulldozed out of the house again or wadev4 but think its stupid tat the government came up with such a law....

WTH!!!!!!

2005-04-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

i am now in a state of confusion...WTH... he said this and she siad tt... where i goin to go??? think io ask ms ong PERSONALLY is the best choice... there is a serious communication break down... and this SUXZ!!!! need the answer urgently... ms ong plz reply fast..

Chopin's pieces are nicz but i dun seems to be able to play them well.. haiz... need to find a backup piece... Flight of the bumblebee?? or wad?? i dunnoe... anyway hidhir.. i think i will buy the harry potter book after the peak period when the price will go down :P when it is cheaper in other words... anyway ruiling is who?? i dun haf her e mail too how to send her??DOTs...

FUCKING HELL!!darn stressed out.. "O" levels cuming...

ANGRY!!!!

2005-04-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

BLOODY HELL!! I HAD ENUFF!!! YESTERDAE TT (xiao)WEIHONG IS ALREADY ENUFF TODAE STILL GOT AN ARGUMENT WIF MI MUM!!! WTF...ANGRY!!!!

yawn~

2005-04-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE is such a GREAT show!!! its nicz... lol.. look at the time now.. still got ppl update blog onez....aniway could not insert the midi..haiz.. juz to let u guys haf the idea that not that if one dun give up can liao.. this one is darn difficult...haiz.. if u interested in noein...

go to: http://www.music-scores.com/skill/composer.php?skill=8&instrument=Piano&name=Chopin

then click the speaker icon for revolutionary etude study...then u listen lorz...haiz..

retest??

2005-04-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

The Wanderer...

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kinda took the test againz.. this time more truefully as i did the test without any ppl ard...oh ya!! i passed mi social studies retest !!! yay!!! got 7/12 though but i think i deserve it cuz i only studied for 15 mins even though i had 1/2 an hour but i could not focuz(__)

Another Endingz...

2005-04-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

a lot of happy stuffz happened todaez(combined wif yesterdae's larz)... Aniway, Congratulate to JK for passing the interview in NAFA and jo for promoting frm grade 9 organ to grade 7 organ!!weird to say that organ's grade is the smaller the number the better you are...(__"")kel and Yilin promoted to SSGT(whoa!!) PY to Cadet Leader!!!

HAIZ~ another ending... dots.. the stupid show i kinda enjoyed a lot had finally ended..dots.. hundreds plus series..so damn bloody long arz the show..but its funny larz.. not that sad..

ARGHZ!!!! think i bery bu zi liang li... why?? cuz i chose to learn sum bloody difficult piece that is at least grade 7.. i learned piano last yr and now i skipping to grde 7?? WTF!! too fast baz.... u noe great leap forward of china??(*mrs lee would be grinnin if she reads this..) aniway its a failure..a totally useless policy... haiz....its bery discouraging lorz... i could onli handle 2 bars and it suxz TOTALLY!!!.. think i "O" level die~ HAIZ~

think i try to put the midi as the bkgrd music then u guys will get the ideaz...

tml goin out to borrow scores at the esplanade... and tml got piano lesson.. think i gonna get scolded or laughed at by my t'cher.. haiz... shoulda be more u noe..er...wadev4...SHIT!!! hafben do her hmk yet... DaRN!!! gtg soon... after typing this entry...

TOday was quite okaz... as normal as it could get larz... practiced on CHOPIN's Etude op.10-12 "Revoluntionary" againz.... tryin really hard... and mdm ng "advised" mi not to play that cuz its too hard..haiz....dunnoe larz.. BUT i gonna prove her wrong!! she said that i could play it after years...think i gonna learned it within months ^^

also downloaded programs like noteworthy composer into mi computer for sum usage... could be useful aniwayz... haiz.... took lots of quiz and realised tt i'm good(^^) those calm calm type lor.. and those sadist, loner and etc..... goin off le larz.. need to do hmk... and one more thing... that FAGGOT U ARE SUCH A SISSY [LK] UR ATTITUDE JUZ SUXZ TO THE CORE...

quiz...

2005-03-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

Your element is Night/Shadow. You are a combination
of the shadows and the creatures of the night.
Cool. You are a loner and tend to 'bark' at
anyone who dares to talk to you and get to know
you. You prefer to be alone and like to keep it
that way. Though there is that special someone
who is probably the only one who can unlock
your heart....

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You have a Twisted Sense of Humor - Those stupid
knock-knock jokes just make you roll your eyes.
You prefer the more hands-on type of funny, as
in you used your HANDS to push somebody ON top
of a huge pile of dog s***, and it was FUNNY!
You're most likely a pessimistic person by
nature, and tend to get depressed sometimes.
Often, you feel misunderstood by your
family/peers, so you like to project a rough
image so that people won't mess with you.
You're sometimes reluctant to trust others but
would do anything for the people you care
about.

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YOU ARE CATNIP

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Perfect

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You hide behind The Cold Mask. you like to show
people that you don't care about any thing and
that people don't concern you but you only do
this because you are afraid that when you love
someone or get close to them, you might loose
them in the end, cuz loosing is your worst
nightmare, so you always tend to keep a
distance between you and the others, this way
you think you are safe.

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your fuck.

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Stability: Stability is your prime instinct. You
have a strong balanced soul, it belongs to
Earth, you have potential to acheive great
success in your life, don't give up on your
beliefes for no reason.

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You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
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http://www.stevee.com/

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Guitarist
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or break anything like a drummer.

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The Assassin.

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Dao! The chinese Kung-Fu Sword! This attack weapon
is wild and powerful. Used by the soldiers in
the old chinese Army. the Dao is often compared
with a furious tiger.

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Waterfall

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QUIZ~~~

2005-03-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Brown/Honey -> You aren't too keen on telling
people everything, but you sure do love your
friends. They love you too, but you do have
your flaws. They're about your attitude. You
are too bossy for your own good. Try to
improve and raise your patience level. Other
than that you're great!

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F.......U.......C.......K>>>YOU!!

2005-03-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU.. FUCKING BUSTARD!!! U BIG FAGGOT!!! STUPID BEEHIVE[LK].. DUN PUSH MI TO THE LIMITS!! AND DUN PLAY WIF MI IF NOT I SHALL KICK YOU IN UR FUCKING ASS!!!!! STUPID BEEHIVE!!

aniway...back to mi life.. :) Kinda sad for mi larz...dunnoe whether i had done well for mi CA1 not.. think i should juz post mi results lorz...

ENGLISH... 51.0 [C5]

CHINESE.... 78.0[A1]

E.MATHS....52.5[C5]

A.MATHS...17.5[F9]

CHEMISTRY....48.0[D7(ARGHZ!!!)]

PHYSICS......47.0[D7(ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!)]

HISTORY.....80.0[A1]
SOCIAL STUDIES...44.0[E8]
>>>Combined Humanities...62.0[B4]

its juz suxz i noe... gonna get all "A"s the next Ca test..Haiz..

ANIWAY!!! got the Ac'06 started think they are okaz lar..average performance tt still can be improved... whoa and on WED !!! whoa~ fireworks...LOL SJAB was flared up.. during footdrill everyone was so angry...mi too got angry cuz of the sec2's performance.. haiz... dun wanna mention...

YAY!! on tuesday the concert finally ended!! Pam!! thanks for cuming down to watch hor... hahahah noe how to go to my sch le hor... dun get lost again!! aniway its OVER!!YAY!!!BUT!!!from that Mdm Ng... there will be another concert which will be on a larger scale after JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!...DARN!!!

btw...today's music lesson was kinda like revision for us.. on that prokofiev guy... asked mdm ng what i should play for mi "o" level music then i handed her the ones i wanted to play but she said.. too easy... Japanese music?!...wadev4!!!! she then asked mi to play CHOPIN's pieces.. dots..my piano t'cher hates him.. dunnoe y... then later on Shiqian mention thay her fingers are too short so cannot play his pieces that well.. then come to think of it.. maybe thats why mi piano t'cher hates him.. her fingers are like SQ's.... aniway CHOPIN's pieces are damn hard.. dun think i can cope.. haiz.. 6 months to the practical thingy... yawn~ how??! if u dunnoe how tough it was... imagine this.. more than 30 notes for one hand and its allegro..which means fast.. btw i think jieying is great!! she ROXZ!!!

HOW?!! WHICH ONE TO PLAY??

wishing for a dog now~ haiz~

ItS CumIng...

2005-03-20T00:17:00.001+08:00

ARGHZ!!! STRESSED OUT manz.... the tuesday concert is coming and i think i gonna die...haiz... mi gona plays the piano.. but dunnoe whether can make it not... the forth page first stanza simply SUCKS!!! think i will definitely DIE... then mdm ng will give that ~~*dead fish*~~ face... :P

haiz... juz hope i can survive this thingy... aniway sum updatez... juz added on backgrd music to this blog as i always wanted to but the fucking link juz wont work so ya...til one day jo shown the site where a lot of midi are in to me.. its under coolz links.. perhaps u guys bloggin might use it??

WhoA!! holiday is over soon... actually onli one day left... oh its past 12 so left arz??.... dunnoe one day?? wadevA!!!! aniway its cuming to an end... and so its suxz!!!! holiday doesn't seems to be holidyas for us.. three out of five days we haf to go back to school for lessons and there are holiday assignments tt require to hand in during holidays?? HOW CONTREDICTING!!!(not sure spelling correct not) aniwayz.. ya this is wad happened to mi... wana go pets villa... haiz.. miss the cats and dogs there.. its been a long time since i visit Pets villa... haiz...hope i could go there as soon as possible...

whOa~

2005-03-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. wadupz again?? Hahaha..kinda feeling happy and great or rather proud!!! SJAB corp achievement the results are back and we got GOLD!!! yay!!! after all the workz.. the trouble..WhoAz!!!

TWO THUMBS UPZ FOR RSS SJAB!!!!YA ROXZ!!:P

now thinking back... i think SJAB made a lot of pple to grow up..without SJAB perhaps i would still be some childish freak around...LOL... and without SJAB i won't know some great Guys like Kelly, Daniel, Gavin , Jacklynn ,the one always filled with crap and stuff...YIT HANN!! LOL... erm and lots more.. without SJAB i dont think i would appear on TV :P(let mi haolian baz...) and why on TV?? Cuz i represented SJAB in the national day parade at Kallang Stadium!!! Itz was a great experience to work with the Navy officerz... Roger sir!! always so crappy when he teaches us footdrill but can be bery fierce at times...(___")

I LOVE ST JOHN!!! these are the words i once shouted as a form of forfeit when i was a cadet.. and now as a sergeat thinking back...

I REALLI LOVE SJAB!!!!!

hahaahz... think i a bit off centred... feeling real HAPPY!!! :D i think SJAB is juz such a great CCA that spiced up my life darnz lot!! heex... thinking back...

Sec 1:
-Orentation
-3 days, 2 nights Camp(got gastric and went home on the second dayz..)
-Started competition training..
-First Aid examz...
-Got scolded..(growin upz..)

Sec2:
-Learned more stuffz..
-Got into Adminstrative dept..
-Expedition(wHOa!!!PAInz~ peguin!!!!)
-Got promoted from PTE to LCP!!!
-Outing...
-Campz...
-Got scolded..(growing upz...)

Sec3:
-Got promoted to CPL..
-Got promoted to SGT soon after..
-Participated in NDP..
-Took over Adminstrative dept...
-Started planning activities...(Camp..mi Vice Chairz...think i only oncez...??)
-Outing...
-Expedition(wHOa!!!PAInz~ peguin AGAINZ!!!!)
-MatuRed...(still growin..)

Sec4:
-Passed (Admin) over to my descendant..
-Currently trying to take AC'06 for trainin...

LIFE HAF YET TO UNFOLD...

LInkiN Park's NumB LyRiCs..

2005-03-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

I THINK TIS SONG ROX!!!

Numb by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I'vebecome so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I'vebecome so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

Fe3Ling kinD@ WeirD!!!!!

2005-03-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

LOL!!! JUz took the pokemon(Tradin card Game) professor ExaM~! its official one arz.. not play play onez... (not kiddin... must onli be 15 years old and above...and its registered in USA thingyz...) WADEV4!!!!!!!!!!! i kinda flunk it...LOL.... only 80% and above pass the test then can is legible to be a judge or sumthing like that in the tornament..I SIMPLY FLUNK IT!!!i thout it would be easy lol... but ya..its so darn tough manz.... wah liaoz..... think whoev4 pass this is a freakz.... i actualli scored 5/25(how unlucky....^^ but this time no more lucky 7!!!) aniway i think i would retake the exam 14 days laterz.... hope i can pass... then i at least got sum position in the league... *BLAH**BLAH*...this exam is for fun ^^....how pathetic...

THEN NOW I REALLI PISSED!!!!!! JUZ ARGUED WIF MY SISTER!!!! shoulda mention the "f" since she is my sister... but at times i realli feel like smacking her!!!!!!*backgrd music=> LINKIN ParK's FAINT"* think mr low is right... music roxz the soul of humanity.....haiz...MR LOW i MISS U!!!! a lot of ppl does... actually practically the whole class...

juz saw zhen hong fell down from the chair... i admitted that i laughed at him so i should die(yay!!!^^) according to his curse!!! i think i am a pure sadist here...think he's realli angry with me.... sorry broz... juz coulda help laughing... its like u can't help laughing at sexy hair... its the same thing...(P.S...STAN= PURE SADIST) wheyz.... i am not comparin zhen hong to sexy hair...dun think too much... mi juz give example of how i felt in his position??HuH??!! wad the hell mi toking.... think i realli breakin down le!!! MENTALLY!!!!!LOL!!!!!

think LEE HOM is good as he can actually learned 11 music instruments by the age of 25!! whoa!! he not onli learn fast but also played them well...so DarN FUCKing COOl rite...*think i turning into a music freak le*... HE77....Zhen hong is rite... i should be STALIN beside others been calling mi stalin as my nickname...i think he's right about the potential part...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...*Echoes oF LaughTeRS* i prefer my second name more than my real name and mi nickname...... think ZEPHYR IS SUCH A NICZ NAME...wadeva.. its my name its suppose to be unique?? HECK!! when the rest of the world like 20% of them shares the same name?? ZEPHYR is rare as a name so i think its cool!!!

I DO THE THINGS I WANT TO!!!! SHUANG JIU GOU LE!!!

i ForgO+...paiseh..(PluS Per$onal ReflEctIOns)

2005-03-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATION!!!
i forgot to mention this arz...hehex... paiseh.. aniwayz..CONGRAS.. SJAB AC and NC'05 gettin champion!!! yay!! LOL!!! good job guys.. Big UPz for yaz!! think i need to get the AC'06 going... aniway yesterday(13/3) went to a kind of function thingy... got lots of stuffz there.. lots of pets owner there too... BUT one thing is that when i was there with my frenz, i notice something... there's all pure breeds... not a single cross at all... think that is SO NOT FAIR!!!!! tok to joanne about this and she told mi that its like that cuz ppl tend to think that they are below the pure breed class!! WAD THE HELL!! is like so wad they are cross breed they are still dogs and for ur information, cross breeds are hardier and easier to look after than pure breeds... think pure breeds and crosses are the same they are still dogs no matter wad and their loyalty , their luv, their trust to their one and onli owner would nver change... it runs in the blood lor... not matter wadz... DOGS are great think they have absolute loyalty and they had the purest heart eva in this world...i think animals are more "human" than homosepians(man-kinds..) at least there is no corruption... no betrayal...hatred..maybe some dogs will have hatred...onli some dominant ones[rocky....(__"")]

not onli that... the stupid laws also caused many local dogs to be a so called" burden"..i been to SPCA web juz browsing for any puppies/doggies for adoption... then i realised that all the dogs in the gallery are NOT HDB APPROVED!!! then how are they gona "give" them out?? think all ppl in s'pore live in bungalows?condominum? WRONG!! most of the population lived in HDB...haiz.. i juz dun understan... perhaps the government should revise their laws... i dun realli get y bigger and local dogs are not allowed... i try to find online but it turns out to be er... nothing.... asked my fren sister and she said it was a BERY OLD law... wadeva... there's nothing much we can do aniway...haiz..

okaz enuff about dogs.. lets get back to MY LIFE!! HAIZ~*wad a big big sigh*wadev4..think life for myself suxz... gonna have my "O" levels coming = stress~. HOpefully i think i can cope with my chinese which is the first paper... but then i think i have to revise on my math, sciences, etc....think i can cope larz... BTW... i think i should be one of the children in the movie "A Series Of Unfortunate Events" CUz music students are gonna haf a lunch time concert soon... its after the march holidayz... and this means SCH + INCOMIN CONCERT = STRESS!!! and the holidays are not like holidays cuz i need to go back to school early in the morning.... and i got holiday assignments that needs to be handed in during holidays.. HOw IRonIC!!!! *gettin CranKy* *yaWn* think i gonna break down... i mean mentally.. not emotionally.. not cryin.. heex... dun mistaken...i think i din cry for quite a long time...juz got bery angry but nver break down nor throw ani ppl those black face..how come? aniway i think i gonna flunk a lot of subjects...already failed my A m@ths... haiz... its predictable cuz i ani how do the paper but quite lucky to get 7 (lucky 7 ^^) over 40!!!! think this mark is like SHIT!! and i hope that i would NVER NVER get back lucky 7 again... remember being lucky for me = sooner or later becum unlucky... i think i am more like a sadist... laugh at those suffering... think i suxz... i wanna scream out LOUD all the unhappiness in mi but i cant... juz dunnoe y....haiz...wanna type them out but i think after the person read le will feel sad..will haf that forlorn expression like mine...haiz... think i am too compassionate and i think i too understan human nature liao which makes mi not myself...cuz the real mi suxz...

TORTURE...PAIN.....WADEV4..BLAH..BLAH>>> these are the things i had experience... though there was a beam of light in earth but i think it is only an illusion to mi...haiz.. bery pessimistic arz.. think i should choose a new blog skin.. something that is more dark..more corruptive(is there such a word?) something that suits mi more.... this one is juz too bright...

i can be bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery NICZ AND CAN BE bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery bery BAD...depends... i think i feel bery shit at times........dunnoe y... is like i think i think too much or maybe i noe too much that..is like tat i noe some ppl hated me/sum liked me and i cannot do anithing at all...kinda feelin u noe LOST? cannot do much cuz wadev4 i did i noe i am hurtin them...heex..maybe i am borned under the fifth cursed star that makes mi jinxed...LOL....i am now REFLECTING *OMM..floating??nahz!!*i am deluding from reality...sometimes...LOL..zhen hong kept cursing his teachers..think is kinda funny to hear them complain.. joanne about choir's stuffz...maybe they din even hear mi complain about anythingy ba...cannot remember...i juz think i am binding by my frenz... dunnoe y...had the fear that if i try to be my true self they would run away...betrayal felt again...and i think they hate mi... i think too much?? not sure...juz feeling lostz...

WHOA!!!wrote so much... think zhen hong needs to think that his life is not tat lousy larz.. try okaz bro... thats gonna be a great help one..trust me... sumtimes there are times of u noe..bery unlucky events.. and even a series of them... and jo i think you need to change your mindset okaz.. dun think that evrything thing is ur fault cuz its wrong!!! sometimes is like its so obvious that its not ur fault but u insist its urs....haiz...dun think that way and one bad thing you haf is tat u always assume... like yesterday u goin to meet xiang yi and i told ya i am goin cuz of the poster thingy but u juz went off after seein zhen hong and mi picking up the cards and jeanette distributin the cards... u might think that at that time u in a rush so u assume that we are not goin.. aiya!! we wanna go de... but nver mind le larz... cuz its past tense le...dun blame urself arz.. juz wan u to be a better person... and thats wad frens are for rite??=) HEY!!! maybe we trio can be the singapore version off " A series of unfortunate events" hahahahaha... i like!!LOL!! :P

think thats all ba... in conclusion... i wish...
-i can pass my O levels wif flyin colours!!!!!(T@rget= 10?? maybe 7...)
-get a dog!!!!!
-playing standard at least grade 7? i now tryin grade 6 pieces...
-work(after "o"levels) for more $$$ not $$$ le!!!
-go travel to australia with jo and zh!!!
-hope that i take the AC 06 would be alright...heard a lot of bad stuffz... gonna need to call janson for more info...haiz...

think thats all.. lets make a list of ppl i noe...

the SJABs....(more impt one mention.. those frenz and got help onez...)
-kelly
-wee hong
-daniel
-peiying
-yilin
-jacklynn
-gavin
-hazel
-junwei
-stephie??not sure the spellin
-etc...quite alot but sum not sure that whether they can still remember me not...

the FrenZ...
-ZHEN HONG
-JOANNE
+Jeanette
-xiangyi
-hidhir
-arif
-andy
-yikun[my twin bro..hahah..dunnoe y ppl say we look alike... we look alike meh??(-_____-)]
-xi yao
-jin yong
-lun kuang
-emily
-jie ying
-sQ 911
-peter
-fatt kent
-bi yong
-syed
-hakeem
-hong wei
-peixuan...
-yujing..
-etc.... i apologise if i din mention ur name cuz i dun seems to have the time to type le...need to go...

BIG UPZ FOR ALLZ!!!! I DO THE THINGS I LIKE=)

ARGZ!!!!!!!

2005-03-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

think lately i crazy le....i always wanted i dog ...(: juz hope i could get one...btw..i think alicia keys rox....her MTV got piano every where!!!! i like... juz read zh blog... scold arz!!!! think he need to learn to accept loss... haiz...onli a game dun get too geh~ but there are some pple who like to geh pple after they lost(not mi arz...zhen hong...) juz dun like those ppl...

this morning suxz.....dun wanna talk about it anymore... it juz suxz...fuck~!

YAY!!!

2005-03-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

whoa!!!! my com finally was fixed after dunnoe years ba!!! yay!! anyway i think i need to change this blog's skin... think it is kinda ...er....er...er....wadeva!!! juz wanna change it and so be it!! :P

today mr radha actually scolded pple... not like him... he tend to joke then scold..but understandable one lar... kinda pity him... is like the stupid file check thingy is getting on everyone's nerves and still they dun wan to remove it... its like we have 15 assignments but there are 41 in class.. then radha had to do up 41X15=?? assignments lor... haiz... gd luck radha...
kinda feeling gulity... handed in 12 assignments at one go.... :P

think my tests' results are like sucky... after gettin all my result then i update blog...gonna flunk sumting....juz got that feeling...btw the music paper i took suck!!!

which naruto character are you??

2005-02-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

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Haiz~

2005-02-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

yoz~ heex.. feeling kinda confused and weird....
Competition is approaching for the com teams in SJAB!!! wish them good luck.. hope they can cliche the first place again and i heard from jacklynn that the AC 's atitude is not very good yet.. heard her complaint... "haiz... maybe they would get second again if they dun listen to me.. i dun care cuz i cannot force them.." dunnoe wad to say also... hope they can get first even though this year they faced fierce challenges like teck wye and BP.. then i told her that i gonna take AC'06 for training... heard dozen of bad stuffs about them like Yilin actually cried after taking them for first aid and stuff like that... but i think they had put in their time and trained for so long and now this year they are not going is actually kinda waste... think their morale is low too... i think i should get their morale back first....yawnz...last time i trained for com so much too but becuz of SARZ!!! BLOODY!! then the competition cancelled... wah!!wasted..even though the pressure is gone but felt so wasted..think i have to plan carefully about their training and their position and stuff like that... hope it will be okaz.. need to tell miss ong about it too.. hopefully she allow...

WAH!!!!! STRESS!! monday having the first test and i am still here typing...die...but its english nothing i can do about it aniway(i think..) Wadeva... need to come out with the class tee design asap before march.. kinda volunteer myself?? dun remember.. aniway think since this is my last year in school y not at least contribute sumthing... Zhen Hong says that its a waste of time and i agree with him to a certain extent.. juz hope that the design will be accepted.... i actually think of naruto anime thingy.. but jo against... haiz... dunnoe... think is kinda okaz marz... if not the boys wanted dragons... isn't the gurls gona say NO!!! haiz.... *headache* then the sec 4 SJAB are doing the SJAB Tee design too need to think.... *thinking* wadeva... hope my effort is not wasted... need to do other stuff le... btw jeanette is really gaga over naruto(DUN KILL ME JEAN!!! AFTER READING TIS!! EVEN THOUGH I NOE U WILL...)

Naruto CraZ!!

2005-02-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

Yoz!! long time no see again...
btw think this week is kinda bery funny... dunnoe why but suddenly every single one of us(my friends and i) are kinda into Naruto...its kinda cool larz.. got lots of fighting and emotion stuffs like that.... i personally like Gaara think he is cool even though he is evil..and i admire Rock's lee spirit..never give up... but not him cuz he is well er.... you noe... even if you dun noe i dun care ^^

think its kinda funny when i noe that:
Jeanette wanna be Ino
Melissa wanna be Sakura( and she loves Hinata)
then Joanne how?? hahaha... think she can be Sasuke... in between of them two...
then Zhen Hong can be Neji or maybe Gaara so emotionless...
then Colin Orochimaru
me?? not sure... they wan me to be ROCK LEE due to his eyebrows....(dots) wats wif them?? its only eyebrows i dun care aniway that how i look and thats it.
maybe i should be the guy that uses shadow attacks..cool right?? hee...wadevA.. that my wayz..(dun understand its alright..^^)

HAHAHAHAHA!

2005-02-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do so juz add in this... kinda sianz.... btw i think i need to work on my Add. Maths... and yay!! this sat going to pass over lessen workload but hope this successor would be alright... yawnz..

hey~

2005-02-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. wad's upz... yawn!!! ZHen Hong and Joanne they two or even more.. not sure... they said that i am LAME!!!! am i really that lame that i should be bedridden?? dunnoe what's got into me recently... juz kinda not myself these few days...perhaps is the stress from school...i dunnoe... heard that AGM is coming..YaY!!! finally can pass down... but hope that all the hardwork won't ruin in the hands of the younger generation... haiz... but it will be a really really REALLY BIG burden off my shoulders... Lucky me... but before i pass down i still need to do the presentation slides on what the dept had achieved in year 2004...yawn~

think that Mr Radha is really siao one... he gave damn lot of maths homeworks its not as if that they are simple like 1+1=2... i had a dozen of them clean... not even a finger print on them... moreover doing them....haiz... had some problems coping with maths...Zhen Hong did help me but i think i still have to depend on myself...

oh ya.. music... one MAJOR problem!!! for ur info... i am sec 4 this year so therefore i am taking the 'o' levels this year...YAWN~~ madam Ng (our new music t'cher) said that she dun expect anyone to be taking the exam without a private t'cher guiding us.... then on the first day of lesson there was a short playing(audition) i played fur elise(SUXZ!!) then she was like(er....cannot make it) and then i played Zanarkard(after seeing her expression..) and i think i played quite okaz... much better than fur elise... then she told me that she will look into my matter... and then we proceed for lessons... world Music!!!??? wad the Heck! crazy... sumemore is on china music... and it INCLUDED CHINESE OPERA!!!! PaM!! ur fave!! maybe i should consult her since she is such a opera freak....i dun wanna drop music cuz last year i had struggled so hard and placed a lot of effort in music... jux hope she won't kick me out...then after the lesson she came to me and tell me this:"Stanley, you quite musically arz?(huh??) I think you should find a piano t'cher to guide you along cuz the exam also testes your playing tech.(dots...) Is ur family financailly alright with it?" i said okaz... i will try... then the next lesson she came up to me and asked me whether i got a t'cher yet and when i said not yet she asked me to hurry...

i couldn't seems to find a piano t'cher... dunnoe y... wanna attend yamaha's course but i have CCA on that day...haiz...have to get myself a t'cher and QUICK!!!YawN~

Pets Villa Visit!!!

2005-02-01T15:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went home quite late though.... so no time to update so todae update lor :) aniway yesterdae i went volunteering at pets villa again :) still at the catery(dots..) its was quite fun cuz we get to see lots and lots of kittens[so cute!!!(i suppose...)] then the last puppy that was being sponsored... speaking of puppy... lets recall... on 28th november'04 , its the first day i went to Pets Villa to volunteer... then later of the day i was introduced to eight puppies bore by Lady Cyber..(she is a good dog...very good temperment... a mongrel...age not sure.... light brown short fur...hope she will get a good home!!! P.S. if you(the one reading this!! Ya you!!) know anyone who are interested in adopting any dog plz plz!! ask them to consider Lady Cyber, she is really a good dog u know... but conditions applied... must be living in landed estate, dunnoe y the stupid govt set such idiotic rules... they are still dogs wad no matter the size...must be financially able to support her... and of course love dogs... no three minutes stuff here...its a life!!) ya back to the story... healthy eight puppies born... then every week i started to volunteer there with my best of friends Joanne, Zhen Hong and sometimes some guests like Jeanette( joanne's sister) , Yu Jing (same as me OG group leader) and Hui qi , etc tags along...

We watched them grow...yup... from unable to walk to be able to run!! kinda wanted to adopt the white puppy... but kinda too late cuz my parents were against the adoption...it was adopted...that night i receive the call from joanne...haiz..i was sad of course and kinda worried for it wondering if she gets into a good home not... i slept damn late that night... juz dunnoe why but juz cant get into sleep...back to the story.... ya... then the next week i went there left... ONE BROWN/PATCHES OF GREY PUPPY and LADY CYBER!!! dun understand y but they only want the puppies that have nicz colour(dots...) to me i think all are the same... juz difference in colour ma... i like all the eight puppies AND cyber and if i could i would adopt them ALL... i am happy yesterday cuz finally the last puppy was adopted.. i seen her adoptees kinda good person..(i hope) but now.. left Cyber alone... can u imagine that the mother bore eights puppies and all taken except her.. leaving her all alone...you might say that since that i like her so much then i should go adopt her but the thing is that i can't... my parents are still against the adoption..dunnoe y either... furthermore my younger sister is very against big dogs... she is not big at all...she is juz medium sized....wish that Cyber could get a good home...

back to yesterday...nothing much.. we withness a dog competition and took care of the cats there and three dogs( the puppy, Cyber and Sparkle?? not sure but he stays with the cats..)i helped to feed them , clean their cage?? watever... then change the cat liter that is filled with shit...everything else that we can help.... its was tiring at the end of the day but it was great as after the long day you will feel rather happy and bit of this strange feeling like you have done something great :) i try to put up pictures of the puppies i had helped to look after..they are cute!! glad that they are adopted and had a home.. ya type in the tagboard if u are interested in cyber..

Poems??

2005-01-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

LongLight
in the shrouded valley, the people of LongLight destruction. for seventy- five years they quietly thrived, isolated from the world,nurturing a small flame of hope. it took less than one hour for them to be annihilated.

The Novitiate
the cityissued the edict. Bulldoze the schools,bomb the libraries, burn every book. Dissent will not be tolerated. everyone agreed and it was done.

The Red-Haired Woman
of the prophet's origins, rumors abound. Not born of woman but of ice and fire. Ice for the cold steel He wielded to smite the warLords. and fire for the new Life he breathed into the souls he freed from slavery.

The Dreamfield
Creatures of wonder and mystery. If only a few of the tales were true. But l've never seen a snow cricket and i'm betting Neither have you.

Winter in oasis
the parting was not the ending but the beginning. Our beginning. the beginning of new hope.

.....

2005-01-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

i read ********'s blog...realise that its so sad.... kudos to u ******** i respect u no matter wad... must be strong arz!!!!

A whole new ExpErience~

2005-01-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

new blog...yay~(--") nvmz... everything can be new but no matter how new the things are...they are no longer as the same as the old one... :) but i like my new one!! dun care... even though my heart is aching cuz my fondest memories are gone but may this be a good start...this blog of mine is a bit dark... yup... but i like~ :D think it suits me larz...that matters a hell lot...

z3phyr's WorLd

Time for a change!

Blasted!

Entry at last!

I write sins not tragedies

Humans.

Don't Worry~

C'mon Guys kill me!

What have I done? =|

New blogskin!

Time just pass by unnoticeably.

The search of motivation....FAILED

Chinese New Year soon...

Here it goes again~

What is your deepest fear?

like no one's pasar...

Nothing much...

I will be back! *actually back =)*

Lazy.

Freedom at last!!

On HOLIDAY?!

knowing myself better?? huh??

Decisions

Turning into a TOAD! *RIBIT*

Untitled.

Prelims....they sucks!

NEW blogskin!!!

happy b-dae!

phew... almost lost it...

wad is happening?

All screwed up...but i am irritated!

Miracle sia~

Must study le.... really must!!

wad a hot hot day....

Crappy stuffs... blah blah~

WAD the HECK!!!??

ouCH!

DAMN LONG SIA~

SIAN!!

Chinese madness!!

I broke the earlier promise!! :X

haiz~ how depressing!!

the day before my chinese mock exam!!

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hihi(^^)

wad a day~

lyrics...

hiz!

BLOODY HELL!!!!

The night before tests....

HARLOW!!!!

lyrics for d'tecno life???

HAIZ!!!

I LUV BLEACH!!

hello?????????

LONG TIME NO SEE~

Quizes// againz..

Haiz~

WTH!!!!!!

ANGRY!!!!

yawn~

retest??

Another Endingz...

quiz...

QUIZ~~~

F.......U.......C.......K>>>YOU!!

ItS CumIng...

whOa~

LInkiN Park's NumB LyRiCs..

Fe3Ling kinD@ WeirD!!!!!

i ForgO+...paiseh..(PluS Per$onal ReflEctIOns)

ARGZ!!!!!!!

YAY!!!

which naruto character are you??

Haiz~

Naruto CraZ!!

HAHAHAHAHA!

hey~

Pets Villa Visit!!!

Poems??

I will be back! actually back =)

Turning into a TOAD! RIBIT

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