_Monday, March 27, 2006_
PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS
"I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter."And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, March 24, 2006_

**Dear Readers, the publications in this online diary were written without any intention to hurt, critisize(not that much anyway), or to offend any race, persons or ideas.If any publications happen to hurt, critisize(not that much anyway), or offend any race, persons or ideas, my deepest apologies.**

I just don't understand why people always compare with each other how sorrow they are and of course, not to mention who is No. 1 among them. How competitive?!

Humans are always full of excuses. Perhaps they think that if they are playing the victim, then they are better off, they are at least not guilty. They are wrong. By living in denial, they are hurting the ones around them and therefore, they should feel guilty! Maybe you will ask why they are hurting their close ones. Well, it is because the others will not dare to risk their friendship, relationship, etc and tell their "victim", they are wrong.

For example, when they are at fault, they still pushes the blame on others and I don't really hear much of people sharing their happy times with others. Normally, its the anger, the complaints that overwhelms.

Life is full of sorrow and happy times. Why hold on to the unhappy times when there are happier times to remember? Between happy and unhappy, there's a choice. Its just that many would chose unhappy over happy. Its a choice which I personally thinks its really dumb.

Humans are just incorrigible. They abused their young, other animals and even their close ones. How dumb.

"Its your life and the choice lies in every decision you make. You choose to be happy and unhappy, no one makes you. Perhaps a rock in the way can make you pissed but you can still smile and carry on walking."

Wise words from: Stanley=D

Wooo.. feel like a philosopher=X

-Borrowed the opening from hidhir=D

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Tuesday, March 14, 2006_

When you are a soldier you can be in one of two places:

A dangerous place or a safe place.

If you're in the safe place ... don't worry.
If you're in the dangerous place you can be in one of the two things:

One is wounded and the other is not.

If you are not wounded ... don't worry.
If you are wounded it can be dangerous or slight.

If its slight ... don't worry.
If its dangerous one of two things will happen:

You'll die or you'll recover.

If you recovers ... dont worry.
If you die ... you can't worry.

In these circumstances a soldier never worries.

Taken from: " Horrible Histories: The Frightful First World War" By Terry Deary

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Guess I am addicted to Jo's DS =X

Shit...

Holy shit! =X

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Thursday, March 09, 2006_

C'mon guys kill me now~ at this very moment and thus, sparing me the torture to go out and SHOP?!

WTH?!

I cant believe I get so bored at home and I wanted to go out!O.O!! This is something that really occurs in a blue moon. Usually, I would be too lazy to even open the door and moreover, going out?!

Oh well, its kinda late to regret. JO is like SO ON ABOUT SHOPPING!!!(__")The time had been set and etc... Its too late...

I think I needa grab a couple of tee-shirts and jeans and then I shall make sure we are off~ On our way home... Home sweet home~~ and NO MORE SHOPPING!!!

Btw, wads the diff between polo tees and tee-shirts? =S

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Wednesday, March 08, 2006_

After reading jo's blog entry, I feel i should stay at home =S

She sounds so freaky=S ...

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Monday, March 06, 2006_

Got a new blogskin! =) I am getting quite irritated by the blue fonts of this new skin but this is the best i can find!=X There's lots of blogskins but most of them are either too girlish or its simply ugly. Oh well...

By the way, the picture of this blog got an error. Its suppose to be "ate" and not "eated".

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Thursday, March 02, 2006_

Hey! Alright, it has been awhile since I last blogged. Well, actually it's because I am lazy and there is really nothing to blog about!! Lately, I have been rather tired. Be it metally or physically. I don't really know when this started but I tend to keep things in my heart. Perhaps I was trying not to break other people's heart by telling them straight in the face that they are ugly or selfish or irritating or disgusting...blah blah blah... Sometime it just overloads and makes you feels that "This is it! I had enough of these nonsense!"

Oh well, fortunately, I am quite good tempered. Just as long that you don't get too cocky and try your luck to infuriate me, I will TRY not to throw my temper.

Maybe it's the past that keeps me distant from others. I just don't trust people easily and sometimes, one look into their eyes, it just tells me that they are bearing negative comments about me. Even thought I do know that no one is prefect in this world and I don't really have to care about other people's comments but I just can't get through my psychological barrier.

Lately I don't really know why Joanne and etc were talking about Sec 1 or 2's life, etc. This reminds me. I can't remember anything that happened before my Sec 3's life. Everything is just blurred and I can only recall pieces of what really happened. If my Sec 1 and 2's memory is already like this, whats more about my Primary school's life. Now, come to think of it, I only got a vague picture of my Sec 3's life. Oh god...

Perhaps I am over sensitive towards people? Or maybe I just think too much. Even so, the truth is I am mentally tired...

Wow~ What a moody entry. Perhaps I should try looking at things at a more childish angle and not getting all paranoid... Oh well...

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!