_Friday, September 30, 2005_
Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(***A bit not true...***)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(***Hmmm....***)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(***okay....***)

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(***Quite true I think... dun waste time trying to matchmake me!!***)

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(***YUP!!***)

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
(***Really??!!(o.O)***)

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
(***I think both equally important***)

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(***.....***)

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(*** I use my brains to solve problems ya!!!***)

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Wednesday, September 28, 2005_

As an individual gets older, he/she has to face many problems and also its time to learn decisions making and so....

JC OR POLY?

Thats a big, big question for me( i think). Oh well, I finally managed to answer it!!(^^) I have decided to go to JC!! Yes, JC!! well, I shall see my "O" level result first though but at least I have got a target.

Reasons why I chose JC....simple...

1) I am a guy and in future i need to support a family and because a freaking piece of paper is important in nowadays' bloody society, I have to try my best...

2) In JC, it will be two years instead of three years and so I don't have to waste one extra year STUDYING!

3) This is quite sudden though but I suddenly got the aspiration wanting to be a doctor (^^) Well, despite the fact that doctorate is five freaking years long and not to mention that I'll be LKK by then, but doctor is a job that makes big money :) BUT this is just some dream that may not even come true the slightest bit. Well,the future holds unpredictability perhaps in the future i might be some road sweeper :(

4) Family's inevitable stress?? Don't really know how to phrase it but its a trend for my mother's side that we should go JC? A bit huh rite? but well, having smart cousins like mine who goes to RJC and gt 9 A1s and 1 A2 is quite unfortunate...

5) Last but not least, lets just say that I want to be rich? At least getting a more stable and higher salary job cause I do not want my parents to worry about money when they are old and of course, I am not really into savings as all the things I go after cost a bomb!!!

Well... finally made up my mind :) FINALLY!!!~~~

BTW~ Mrs Lee gave us some card with some wishes for us for our "O" levels... here's mine...

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Dear Stanley,

You are a sensible and quiet student. I realized that you have put in a lot more effort in humanities this year. Hopefully you began to like History and not what you mentioned last year! Good Luck for the "O" Levels.

Mrs Lee
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Well, thanks for the card if Mrs Lee is ever going to read my blog or whoever t'cher you are trying to find out those students who kau about t'chers in their blog, pls tell her so before reporting me to the principle :)

I don't really understand why everyone who has read my card would highlight the word *SENSIBLE* well... i really don't understand...

er.. one more thing, i don't remember what i mentioned last year(__"") hmmm...

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, September 23, 2005_

*RIBIT*



I am turning into a TOAD~ GODZ>>> I am having some unknown skin rashes...yaya...the word is *UNKNOWN*

I need to freaking visit the doctor for four times!!!*TONITE'S the fourth lar* even got a blood test... and gt some appointment with a prof. at national skin center...DOTS...

HAIZ~like some experimental frog....

haiz~~~~*ITCHY*

HAIZ~~~~

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, September 16, 2005_

Prelims are going to end soon!!!(^^) FINALLY~~!! Ain't i glad or wad?! BUT there will be no more early dismissals.... sian~ facing those teachers are so tiring...

hmmm... think i was really lucky for Sec 1 and 2, studying last minute could actually get mi the second place in class... thats amazing arz? BUT NOW(o.O)?? Well, this trick ain't working anymore... i din score very well for sec 3 and 4 but i will study for my "O"s... Revision for Prelims are impromtu...(I think) well, i am not goin for first three months aniway...

LOL.. zh think i really had slack a lot!! but nah... i haven change a slightest bit in the way i studied for sec 1 and 2... Guess upper sec 's school work is much more tougher and i better get my ass moved... off to study for prelims ya?haiz~ so boring.. The word "STUDY" juz doesn't sound entertaining at all and well, a person who likes to study must be a FREAK!

HAIZ~ still cant get my dog... my parents are not giving in a slightest bit... and this suckz... when will I get a dog?????HAIZ~

btw... BEING ALIVE IS TIRING>>

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Thursday, September 15, 2005_

Hey guys... thanxs for ya BIG BIG BIG b-dae present and ya aeroplanes greetings ya...Think its quite nicz except that er... its a bit too big... and yup, it attracted A LOT of attention(__"")But THANX YA =) !!!

haiz~Prelims have alrdy arrived and they sucks as usual... well I studied only on the day before cuz i was slacking b4 hand... but of course i think i managed the subjects quite well except for A. maths, physics , chemistry, A. maths... oh did i mention it already??(O.o) My BIGGEST problematic subject is none other than.....A MATHS*echoes...*

*Grand sounding*Its BIG~ Its TROUBLESOME~ AND~ LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST*grand pause* ITS~~~~~ not my type...*sian**wadeva**PS> ::Get out of ya hse and gt some sun rays if u are frozen... and if it is at night, go get urself a hot shower bath..though it may not be sufficient::**wadeva..lame it might be..**(--)*

Aniway, back to prelims... well, had my E.maths and SS paper on 13th of sept and today, i juz had my A MATHS paper. Both SUCKZ =)

One thing for sure is that i am failing my A MATHS paper... as for my other papers, i din managed to finish it or i had finished it but its all trial and error...and so, I have absolute confident THAT..........



I AM GOING TO DO BADLY!!!



Read zh's blog and realised tht he is doing quite badly/well??? dying but not dead yet that sort lar... gd luck ya... and Jo, I think you can do better in this prelim cuz u studied and not like mi so last minute but i dont really regret it cuz I AM NOT GOIN TO FIRST THREE MONTHS!!

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Tuesday, September 13, 2005_

NEW BLOGSKIN!!!(^^)

-Made an avatar out of paint(^^)

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Monday, September 12, 2005_

I AM 16!!!

oh well, sixteen liao... Nc-16 shows/animes and "O" levels..*drags* here i come.......

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, September 09, 2005_

People say...live ya life to the fullest...

I say...life Suck.. better be dead now~

Aniway... I nearly lost this blog's account's password. Guess I am lucky enough to be able to remember the password despite the fact that my memory are worsening each day...

Had been a while since i had ever blogged...well...I have my reasons..

1)My comp was infected with virus and so i dont wan to risk my blog.. later u guys out there gt infected too ya...

2)Lazy(*.*)

3)Really busy...slacking (:P)

Oh well, got back here to update it aniway...think i should update it.. its my responsibility ya.. i started it and should at least end it in a nicz manner...Life is really sucky for me lately...I wondered if i had thought too much or it is just the plain truth...Exams are approaching and i think i am simply going to fail.

Lame - thats one word that is always heard when I am around. Well, I think thats me by nature... I don't know how to express myself well enough... I cannot speak well and neither can i write well..worse still, i think i cannot draw nor express myself in music as well.. face it, I am anti-social and thats that.I cannot crack jokes that are real funny and my life revolves around me, myself and I practically... though my friends are sometimes there for me but i think they are just like shooting stars that brighten up my life temporarily... I appreciates their presence but generally, I think, my life suckz...totally...btw, I am still bearing the thoughts to write an entry that "innocence never exists".. oh well.. another day then I write ba...shall continue slacking...

P.S>I wrote this on the day that i am feeling utterly sucky...and so it is a bit pessimistic..

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!