_Wednesday, July 06, 2005_
I AM DYING!!!

Alright, why am i dying? simple.. the school is tormenting us... fancy making us stayin back EVERY SINGLE DAY!! One or two days is fine with me, perhaps even when the farking school takes away four bloody days from me, its fine with me(^^) because at least there is one free day for me to catch a good afternoon nap. MANZ! its so freaking tiring to wake up at 5+am everyday. The worst part is that I'm not even sure the farking focus studies is helping me or not. I think it is best for me to study alone at home? nah... home got this trustworthy computer that will taunt me into switching it on. Oh well, think there is some freaking place for me to study?For your information, if i choose to take a nap after i reached home, i think it would be a evening nap?Don't even think such nap existed.DAMNED!!! I think i would sleep til the next day then.

Just had my crappy "O" level MT oral exams. Its crap. Pure crap. whether adjectives,verbs,blah~ thats goes with crap... Yup.. Crap!

On that very day I think i was rather sarcastic to the people around me. Hmm... perhaps i wasn't feeling very happy that day rather tensed actually but who cares! That freaking Sean was having a countdown to the oral exam and he too was taking the god damn exam yet he still agitates me by starting the farking countdown.

Oh well, about the examiners...Oh before that, when it was my turn to enter the examination room, i stood up from my sit and walk steadily, constantly ensuring myself that this time it is going to be freaking FINE~(^^)... Oh well, i walked and finally, in front of me is the door... I knocked (being polite you see..) and opened the farking door but the examiners actually stopped me and signalled to me to wait?! whoa~ nice beginning arghz?!

And so i entered the examination room and this is where the crapping starts...One of the examiners asked me, your name is Jun Da? Is Jun da or *wad so eva*?I did not managed to catch the second prounciation of hers and so i smiled stupidly and repeated my name for the second time for her...(__"")

Anyway, the first component is reading aloud and so after i take a deep breathe and starts reading, just when i was approaching the second paragraph, a polyphonic ringtone was heard. I was like asked to stop reading and to your amazement, the phone is not mine!! It belongs to the Examiner!! She apologised and I politely replied in a low voice, Nver mind... and i continued reading without further ado... at that time i was like wad the hell!! Its a government exam!! and that freaking old looking examiner can actually be so hip?!

I think i can score quite well for the oral because one of the examiners praised me for my good reading..(notice!! Not excellent....and don't tink i very action arz~ though... er.. ya.. a bit lar..)Then we moved on to the conversation which is like crap~ crap~ and nothing else... everything i spoke was whatever i could think of at that moment. It was crap~ BUT! I think i do managed to speak of some good points like for the advancement of technology, I said that it could be bad too as the terrorists might use it to turn against us. BUT THEN, I realised that i missed one important point. When i reached the class for the farking focus studies class, I realised that I forgot to mention that we humans cannot be overdependence on technologies.Oh well, its too late to even regret. But one interesting fact about oral examination is that the examiners can be rather busybody...interested to know more about your life instead of discussing the bloody topic...

One last message before i leave. I think its a breeze when taking the orals... at first you are tensed but soon after you entered the room, don't worry too much and just give in your best. Don't probe on what you have left out, its alright cause its too late anyway and after you have gone through it, its a huge huge huge burden off your shoulders manz... what a relief! Zhen Hong good luck arz!!

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!