_Wednesday, May 25, 2005_
It has began!! The chinese madness!! We are having mock exams for four days straight!!! The whole day is gonna be chinese~ furthermore we are in the AVA room(air-conditioned) and its damn cold todae as it rained in the morning....

Anyway the first mock exam i got a A2!! Its a bulleye!! exactly 56/80!! Whoa~ lucky me....

The second paper today was quite diff lar... i think its quite okaz.. (^^) dun haf to stay!! so happy!! LOL!! but think i wont score well for my comprehension....

Lots of stuffs happened to my com!! got a new printer and a NEW DVD drive!! whoa!! din noe my dad so generous!! shoulda let me haf a dog!!!

Heard that Zest is aggressive!!Thats interesting!! perhaps he does have some jack russal terrier's blood... small... hyper and of course aggressive as they are damn stubborn!! Din know he is aggressive.. thout Jo was joking when she first told me this... this is amazing... and this means Zest needs a firm owner..hmm....

needa focus on my chinese and neopets and so gtg!! BYE!

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, May 20, 2005_

YAY!! I just broke a promise by typing this entry (O.o) ALRIGHT!! I know you will surely give me a big "LAME!!" after reading this, right at my face and then give the (___""") face.... anyway update this entry because my hands are getting itchy :P wanta upload some photos onto the net.. Juz uploaded four photos aniway they are of Zest and White ( I name one...) so happy!! I taught Zest how to "Sit" but he only obeys it sometimes :)

think Sec 4's life just suckz!! It so god damn stressful!! I am so worried whether i could make it for my A. maths... My chemistry.. My English... My Physics.. My Music... kinda like practically the entire subjects i am taking currently... even though i am quite well-versed in chinese but after Mdm Oh's austere marking, i think will definitely(confirm and one stamp!) that i will do badly for my chinese.... I might not be able to get an A1~!! I think i will aim for polytechnics... after teacher's painstaking breifing, i think i will not survive JC's life cause if i ever got into JC then i MUST get into University... its inconceivable!!( I think..)... thats why i chose poly... at least i can fall back on a diploma certificate and even better, i may even get into University this way.. and work for my degree.. i am considering psychology since at least its cool to me and the job earn BIG MONEY!!! whoa!!!

darn! got shot by my mum's machine mouth again!! haiz~ here she goes againz....!@#@$#%@#%$@#$@#.... *Blah blah blah*... Chinese "O" level approaching!!! just 10 more days!!! next week as i mentioned in my previous post, its going to be Chinese from morning til Afternoon... and if i ever be the lousy one i haf to stay for the evening!! GOD!! this is so hell!! We students are facing 4 tormenting days of pure chinese exams!!!DAMN!!

haiz~ just went bloggin and realise that evryone else are doing the same as me... at least most of them are... they are all stressed out!! i am here to warn those younger than me to beware cause your syllabus are harder than our's. Moreover, we are already half-dead due to our syllabus... coulda imagine yours...

the following are the photos I juz uploaded :) oh one more thing!! Zh!! thanx for your understanding dude!! heex... we will try to make you "incast" by trying not to play too much magic card when you are around :)

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Thursday, May 19, 2005_

whoa~ finally!! gt back all the test papers... think i did real badly!! its sux!! dun tell mi that its good to have straight "C"s?! think i only get a B for my humanz... the rest are "C"s and one F9 plus one D7... next week is gonna be pure hell for me... its gonna be chinese the whole week!!! wad the hell~ hope i can make it.. gonna be back studying... BTW~ wont be updating the blog until end of "O" level...

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Sunday, May 15, 2005_

Today was actually quite a happy but tiring day for me. Today company and me went to PV again.. and as usual I was late :P reached there about 2pm?? anyway today when we were there we did not volunteer at all.. today was pure fun.. we just bring Zest out for a walk.. and melissa would emphasize that we are not literally bring him out of the kennel only.. we should walk him aorund.. i pity Zest..WHY? I think he really need to learn some socialising skills...its so sad.. just imagine that you, yourself as a human actually scared of other humans. Haiz~ Bringing him out is so tiring.. needa keep a close watch over him cause other big dogs(Siberian Huskies) would actually poke their nose in... then Zest would be so frantic...he is kinda smart lar.. could learn sit.. but really need a lot of patient... he is quite stubborn

I think Zest would be best given to someone who could socialise him well enough and this person must be experience in such way... well, I not even sure if i could handle him cause he is such a serious case.. perhaps the worst case i ever seen..Haiz~ so worried for him.. wondering whether he could get into a good home not and whether my parents would burge..furthermore his skin allergy is getting worst.. he has become so much thinner than i last seen him... haiz~ think i should stop sighing. There's nothing much I could do for him too... Think for the next few days my house is gonna wage a war!! a war between my parents and I!! Heex.. dun think like so violent!! think Zh would tell me that I would be at the losing end but I am not stupid.. Gonna use some tricks this time*muhahahaha* THIS IS WAR MANZ!!!

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, May 13, 2005_

Today quite a great day though... is just that i am real slpy here~ but i coulda slp cuz the dl is not finish yet... wondering how is zest doing~ btw its name is not zaft?! why not right? its such a nicz name... haiz~ anyway heard his skin prob is gtting serious... dunnoe is he okaz not now...

monday is one day i think all sec 4 chinese students fear!! its gonna be a day of torment and stress manz.. it is our mock exam and its of certain standard!! how i wish i could get a break from all these tedious and ever lasting studies?? i am realy tired but i know i coulda give up cuz sad to say that my future is dependent on the cert. i am getting... its is so fark up~ think i am gettiing rather moody today... changes mood as frequent as the chamelon... think i was fine before hand until this farked up Blogger ate my entry!!

I have finally graduated from SJAB!! finally~ i am out of the CCA... at first i felt real uneasy.. it was a feeling that words could not even describe.. the feel just overwhelmed you when you are attending the Farewell party!! it was a great party with tonnes of gifts!! other then the water bombs, i think the rest was GREAT!! now i am looking back for the past 4 years in SJAB... i think i really had learned a lot and became much more independent. I will defintitely miss the days in SJAB BUt i will go back if i have the time!! I think Farewell is just a phase where all seniors had to go thru. after this period, most of the seniors have grown up and thus given the choice to go back or not. i think i am struggling somehow with my studies...

YOU REAP WAD U SOW!! well i think i believe this saying as i know i will fail my Add. maths and i know i will fail my music~ I passed my english though( thanks to Ms hesley's lenient marking which made 2 passes to increase to 11 passes!!?!) however, i onli got 14/25 which is not very ideal for me.. basically none of my targets had met.. how depressing...

I really cannot stand some farking Mother Hen who prance around as if he owns the place!! and I hate it most when the Mother Hen invigilates our class for test!! GO ahead and shake ass~ Who's cares about you!! BUt You shld spare a thout for the students!!(*NOTE: I DIN USE PLZ!!) YOu Bloody hell!! juz took away 10 minutes from us for our Chemistry test?! who do you think u are?!(O.o)?! watch my finger! simply complaining our desks arz>?! we arranged them back before the test right? or are you blind? anyway, are you some gossip aunties who won't stop complaining / gossiping? OH! i forgot YOU ARE ONE!! simply complaining and complaining! what else do you noe other then complain?! english?! oh! i forgot someone gt some strong command of english arz?! SO WAT?! are you some bloody supernatural being we suppose to worship? NO! who do you think you are even though u haf the language?! it doesn't gives you anything! no wonder you are like some faggot and seems unmarried! i noe why.. must be too sarcastic/sissified(i supposed 99%?!) i think even if you are married.. your wife must be blind or you buy her into the house... i dun think a single women in this world wld be so blind to like you FAGGOT! :P

okaz! feeling better now~ after scolding that bloody hen! such a pain in the neck! dun even noe why ppl like her/him could be a teacher! and one more thing, dunnoe wad gt into mrs lee?! wads wif her and her black face? if she contin' this way i think not onli i will feels this way~ evryone has a reason to stress about but dun display like you are so proud of it. you can scream at us all the time but do you noe that after you had scolded us, some of us wld be so afraid to approach you for help? and how are we gonna improve when we cannot learn things from t'chers?you can hate mi for saying this but its is rather impertinent for you to peek into my blog(if ever) in the first place and you are not in my "can view" list.

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Monday, May 09, 2005_

hi! yup i'm back from school~*yawn* so damn tired!!

anyway laast night i wrote the god damn long essay(entry!!) whoa! i am kinda amazed :) anyway i coulda sleep last night.. thout of many things... i think i am too worried about Zaft's rehoming or its lost owner... haiz~ had such a bad night.. which resulted me to overslept and i caoulda revise my chinese!! anyway today is quite a sucky day... Mrs lee was screaming at her top of her voice.. think our class did very badly for our Humanities, no wonder mrs lee is so stressed up by us.//

Oh well, today i got back two paper. think tomorrow i will be gettin my english paper... haiz~ so far my results are:

Hist/SS combined(SBQ):
(18/25) + (14/25) = (32/50) X 2 = (64/100) * top the class though but i only gt B4?!*

Chinese(P1):
(32/50) + (11.5/20) = (43.5/70) = (62/100) * wad the hell! i am suppose to get A1?!*

haiz~ yup! these are my atrocious results so further... think the "best"have yet to come(^^)
today had my physics paper.. think i could not get an A! as usual(^^)
tml is E maths test!! i wanna get an A~ and so i going off to revise liao~ tml is mock exam of chinese too... arghz!! needa to ao many things....

worried>>perturbed>>distraught>>distressed>>

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Sunday, May 08, 2005_

wad a day i had i meant on 7th May 2005.. its a bit slow but i think its a day to be remembered for a lifetime :P

think let us use a bit of back tracking...

On 6th May 2005(Friday)!! yay!! its the last day of school( i mean to weekends though...and thats how desperate we students are craving for weekends....) aniway... it was social studies paper for us though... haiz~ as usual i think i will fail this test... kinda ate something wrong in the morning.. think its the HL milk... darn!! it contained Lactose.. thus me had the worse experience i ever had// haiz~( yes i am sighing... there's more to be told...) so i was in the classroom, taking the social studies paper... its duration is 50 mins.. and i was having terrible stomache!! i was like...(______________"""") and so i went to the toilet. Miss Fu was rather surprised that i am going to the toilet at such peculiar timing... aniway i gotta rush, so i kinda still have 20 minutes or less for the rest of the paper... BUT!! i managed to finish the paper :P//
Heard quite a lot of people was unable to finish the paper.. all seems to be unable to finish question D and it worth 7 marks.. and melydia scored the highest for History paper!! kinda unexpected and heard from mrs lee that i juz score slightly higher than the borders..thats is if she did not remembers wrongly.. but i think she remembered it wrongly.. i am so gonna fail...//
One more thing!! ms chitra?? think i spelled wrongly but who cares// oh ya.. she tok to us that morning and told us about blogs!! God!! she knows about blogs?! anyway she said that she read some of our blog.. hopefully not mine.... anyway i think its was rather impertinent for her to do so but i think she is just advising us to be careful about what we write... though i will not heed her advise cause i think there's nothing wrong with the way i write. And i don't really like the new comp lab adminstrator!! She is such a total BITCH! everynow and then her screeching voice would resonate the comp lab.. missed the peaceful comp lab when mr andrew was around.. things sure changed a lot....kinda saw my juniors rehearsing for the farewell on Wednesday!! Looking forward to the farewell party(^^) Oh ya!! i postponed my piano lesson tml to next saturday after my common test...

And so on 7th may 2005... i woke up late.. real late... think its was 1030am just right to catch Pokemon Advance Challenge on Kids Central (i missed the show so much!! coulda watch it due to my piano lessons...=) anyway think its was rather okay.. not too much of action in there though but i think BLeach is still the BEST!! kinda read I weekly magazine and realise that there will be animes on art central, every wednesdays to Fridays starting from 11pm!!! think i will watch it though... anyway... the best had yet to come... it was about 12 noon i think... i received a call from Joanne and she said that she is holding on to a pure breed?! she found it?! WAd the!! but she said that mel is coming over too so i supposed that it would be fine... So i went down in a mech!! but i wrote a message for my mum in case she gotta worried... i reached there and mel , JOanne were there... Mel was opened the can food for him but it did not eat at all(__) wad a weird dog.. not attracted by the food... hmm.. aniway.. they asked me whether i could foster it for a day so that tomorrow mel would bring him down to PV~ haiz~ i asked my mum but she just gave me a stern word~ NO!! i felt rather bad... is like i could not do anything for the dogs.. nor to be of any help.... and so jo called colin and mel asked cathy for PV... luckily Cathy allowed.. phew~ Then mel went off to get change before Cathy drive them to PV... meanwhile... i walked the dog around and he was one Hyper one~ kept on turning round and round and round and round!! and so i had to kept on turing if not i would be tied down by the dog leash(__"") it was totally diff from the time i walked alex.. alex so much less hyper.. din turn round and round til i giddy~ LOL! i kinda accidently let the leash loose when he was turning and eventually i chased him around and around~ GOd!! Im getting giddy(~~)
//we then sent him to where Cathy is picking them up... mel had to carry him as it was rather unsafe for him to cross the road cause he kept turning round..okay!! but it was funny when later at night when mel came back from PV saying that on the way there was one wild ride. Cathy kept "arghz~ sweety~" at him when he was trying to jump to cathy. Cathy was driving and mel was like "whoa! drive~ LOOK!!" it was sure entertaining... haiz... worried whether he would be fine....thus.. on 7th may 2005~ its was the first dog rescue of Joanne~ i was given the previlage of naming the dog cuase according to mel and jo that he like mi(__"") hinting me~ adopt him!! (jkjk..) but i am quite honored to nale him cuz he was not rescued by mi but jo... and so he was name Zaft... he was one hyper dog as he would pounce on you once you sat down on the floor... but he is some sweet dog~ mel kinda coulda handle him cause he is just too hyper to be the kind of dog mel prefers...//Jo and I took some photos of Zaft.. wish Jo could sent them to me soon :)// Zaft was fine to me as his condition was rather fine.. i suspect its a abandon case though...

went to jo's hse at later time.. about 2pm... met up with hidhir , zh and colin... din really study... cuase i just coulda resist the temptation of playing!!Alex vomitted.. haiz~ something is really wrong with him... not as lively as he used to be... worried.....and so time past so fast that it was night already.... at about 8pm i think.. mel came home with scars everywhere~whoa~ she bathed and we kinda had a tok about Zaft..

she suspect that:
-Zaft is a lost dog as he had nails cut
-and he is one tat din really leave his home environment at all...

she had all those scars from Zaft( mostly) and other dogs of course... but according to her is that Zaft isn' doing very well at PV.. he was kinda stressed up due to the NUMBERs of dogs there and i must admit that it could be tough for him to adapt the environment because the dogs there are rather larger than him... and he is quite a "sticky" dog that prefer humans around...haiz~ wonder if he could even sleep there.... thinking of visiting him on 8th May but was unable to because of the tests!! arghz!! hope he will be fine and hopefully that he is a lost case and not a abandon case and the owner would claim him back ASAP!! i think i will try to convince my parents see whether i could adopt him not... haiz~ hopefully i will be able to...wonder how is he doing now....and read from Mel's bog that Alex is sick too.. hope he would get well soon..Haiz~ tml test!!

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Friday, May 06, 2005_

[ASTERISK]
Orange Range

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari

Hitatsu futatsu kane no ne wa hibiku
kokoro no naka de hidaku fukaku.
Monogatari no you na ishi ga shizuku
sono naka niwa saizen rock tsuku.
Jikan to tomo ni jidai wa ugoku
nagareru ishi wa shizuka ni ugoku.
Yo yo chi tami ni sumashite Fine
G O O D BYE!

Hana to hikari makizoe ni shitari
ima toki-hanate dare ka ni todoku made
Youkou no hikari wa kono mukou ni.
Ijiridasu to sugu dekisou ni

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Mishiranu omoi migaita jidai
Koe iroaseru
Don't act a fool

Kirari hitomi tsui ni dareka no sakebi
kaze ni omoi o, tsuki ni negai o
chikara aru kagiri ikiteku ne, kyou mo

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari
Mishiranu omoi migaita jidai
Koe iroaseru
Don't act a fool

Boku-ra no omoi o itsuka dareka no mune ni
hikari-tsuzuke yo
ano hoshi no you ni

[LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT]
Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

Tabi wa mada tsuzuite
kuodayaka na hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de
mune o terashi-dasu

Inori o sasagete
atarashii hi o matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made.

Nobody knows who I really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

And still, the journey goes on
Even on tranquil days so long
And each new phase of the moon...
shines upon my heart with boon.

So we offer a prayer,
waiting for a new day to share.
Until the brilliant blue sea...
dries up completely.

[D-TECHNOLIFE]
UVERworld

Ienai itami, kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo
K esenai koto mo seoiattekou
I kiru koto nagedasanaide

Tsunaida, kimi no te o

Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai kara
H ibiku boku o yobu koe sae kare
T okesou kaze ni kikasaretatte
K imi o mitsukedasu

Ienai itami,
K anashimi de kizutsuita kimi mo
W araenai nante,
H ito kirai nante kotoba sou iwanaide
M ienai mirai ni okoru
Koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
I ma wa sono mama de ii,
Kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou

You and Me, two are spoken

Itsuka wakarieru kara

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

i hate the new comp admin here....

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Wednesday, May 04, 2005_

todae is a fark up day.

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!

_Monday, May 02, 2005_

ya.. its mi.. the usual me... the one who is currently into jap anime!! whoa!! think jap anime rox!!! LOL~ going bonkers sumday i suppose.... :X forgotten tat i am not suppose to use short form!!! WADEVA... think shall break that rule todae... toking about rule.. this rule happened when i was on my way to my piano tcher's hse... she suddenly sms... [whey~ "O" levels cuming... dun use short form not good for ur english!!] *(____"")* but after much consideraion i think shld stop using short form for a time being... think i will gt addicted if i keep on using..

haiz... tml is the beginning of nightmare of all riversidians i suppose... tml is the end of the WORLD!!! tml is the day of a thousand griefs!! think i got EXP error if checked by mr tsung... aniway... tml is the start of COMMON TEST!!!! tml im taking my english paper.... think i can make it ba... its juz that i hafben finish my hmks :P but i think my maths are gonna flunk again.....as usual....

WHOA!! enuff of common tests!!*gulity.....mi using short-form!!* aniway i think BP is such a great place... think there gt great ppl like fuzzy... clueless...Pang.... Juan...Net...Shryke...and of course last but not least.. our mr nicz guy: DARREN!!!LOL~ think i am being too exagerating....
think i got to noe some ppl there... net is actually a chemist?!(O.o) think i will certainly ask her chemistry qn.....

think i really need to finish this short and simple.... my mum is opening her machine-gun mouth and nags at mi le!!! arghz!!! okaz okaz..... now.. let us continue....*darn... tat shot sure is sum bulleye by the godly shooter....my mum(___") my ears!!!!*

OKAZ!! now.. i think i going jap craz recently... juz bear wif me zh and co. (:P) think i will get over it soon..... and i think i must start revising my wk now.... "O" level chinese is cuming....30th of May~ GOD!!! i am so damn *beep* unlucky!!! my b-dae is the first dae of PRELIMS!!!! Wtf!! and my class is counting down for mi b-dae =) so gd rite... as if... they are counting down to the prelims... haiz... dunnoe if my frens would be able to celebrate my b-dae.. but its okaz wif mi if u guys cant =) *alrite seriously.... i am dying... ears bustin... god.... wad a shot.....*

ONE MORE THING*emerge frm the shadow :P*...... i realli dun understand jeremy's blog.... think its more like an art than his life...his diary....anithing lar... mi bu guan onez....

__ I was too HUNGRY !!!!